More HEARTBREAKING than breaking up with my boyfriend.

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Wishing this is all a dream about Luhan and the rest of the Chinese members in EXO. I can't stop crying. The funny thing is, I'm crying over Luhan who doesn't even know who I am, doesn't know I exist, doesn't know I'm here to support him through thick and thin.

When I first saw Luhan I thought, I want to meet him someday. But I don't think This going to happen anymore. I was looking forward to at least see them at a mini concert as I live in the wrong country for them too hold a massive concert. But those wishes are all gone. Vanished. There will be no way, for me to see him in person, or for me to see him perform. That was my only wish from them. Nevermind the autographs and photos, I just want to see them having fun live all together in one stage. But no. IT'S IMPOSSIBLE.

I keep wishing it's all a dream and that I would wake up tomorrow finding out he's fine and healthy and still standing on the stage with the other members.

I'm sorry it is not an update, but I just want to express my feelings to the people who probably understands what I'm feeling right now. I hope I'm not alone feeling like this. We will support him we will be there for him, we will love him even though he has no clue who we are, we will be there for him. I won't give up on Luhan. He's my angel, deer, bias, beautiful creature, baby face & My Lulu <3.

Can't stop crying. But I will definitely support him. I will give him the support he needs. I will be happy if he's all healthy and finally can do what he wants to do with his precious life.

"ALL I WISH IS TO SEE YOU. PLEASE BE STRONG FOR US, FOR ME, FOR YOUR EXO MEMBERS. YOU WIL ALWAYS AND FOREVER WILL BE MY BIAS. 10 in our EYES 12 in our HEARTS."

-WE LOVE YOU LUHAN <3-

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