Three Mates??(on hold)

chapter three

One week later

Ruby pov
I have been ignoring Jake for about a week now I forgave Edward seeing as he didn't do anything wrong I can't help feel jealous of the Swan girl. she could have had my Jacob and my Edward wrapped around her fingers but she didn't and for that I'm thankful but what would have happened if this would have ended differently is all I couldn't help but thinking about. I couldn't help wondering what if Jake still does have feelings for her what if he is just using me and Edward to get closer to the swan girl just thinking about this makes me so mad. in the last week I had shifted about 30 times hearing her name just makes me want to shift to tear half of the Town apart but I don't I couldn't do that I'm too much of a nice person to do anything like that. it hurts knowing that the man that you are falling for has feelings for someone else I know I know you're probably wondering but he does not have a crush on her but he did in a point of time I wouldn't have been as mad if you would have told me instead of sticking up for her saying that her life matters. it doesn't and it never will I should come first in fact no me and Edward should come first in his life not Bella me and Edward. Edward still talks to Jake but I ignore him completely at school I sit at the table talking to rose and Emmet  I can't even look at Jake without wanting to just punch him in the face. a couple of times but I stay calm not wanting to start anything Bella has been acting a lot more clingy with my boys touching Edward on the arm Whispering things in jakes ear and you know what that's not even the worst part about it. sure Edward pushes her away and every time she touches him but what angers me the most is when Jake just laughs at whatever she says or hugs her when she appears in the halls she always gives me the smug look it's not funny I've had to skip school two days now every time I see her I couldn't help but just wanted to rip her apart. and  throw her limbs around La Push and forks I meet her dad me and her were arguing in the hallway and the kids started surrounding us Edward and Jacob trying to pull me away having had enough of this swan girl. I punched her with some of my werewolf strength I broke her nose and almost killed her but that's not the worst part the worst part is that Jake was yelling at me telling me to stop and kept on trying to push me back away from her. he even went so far as to pick up Bella and take her to the nurse's office I can't take it anymore I ran out of the building and shifted and ran around the wood for a good 15 minutes before I came back when I came back I saw Bella's dad talking to one of the nurses and asked  what happened. I walked in and the nurse pointed too  me saying I had punched her he looked at me with the most meanest glare in the world saying .if I ever catch you near my  daughter again you're dead while Bella was giving me another smug Look look Charlie I said I can do whatever I want and you will have no control over me and walked away. but not without hearing him say you know what your bad news and then he even went as far as to say guess what trouble if I catch you again you're dead and grabbed his stupid daughter and walked out of school having enough of today I walked out to my car about to get in. when jake came over and stopped me what were you thinking Ruby Jake yelled at me what was I thinking I shouted I was thinking that if maybe I would get your girlfriend off my back she would leave me alone I said deadly calm close to shifting and you know what he said I don't have time for this. I need to go check on Bella that was the last straw .Bella this Bella that I need to go see Bella is she okay I shouted in Jake's face it's all Bella .Bella everything what about me Jacob what about me I should be the most important thing in your life no scratch that I said we should be the most important thing I said shifting to my eyes over to Edward. look I said it's between us or her you can't make me do that he said I'm not choosing between you guys he said. but Jacob you don't get it I said you already have I said walking over to Edward I'm done with him I said on the verge of crying  I can't do this I said to Edward I shouldn't have to be put second to her .I said we shouldn't have to be put second to her we should always come first so whenever he makes up his mind tell him to come find me I said walking into the woods shifting into my Snow White Wolf I ran I ran up the hill  I ran and ran and ran and didn't stop until I made it all the way Canada. I was done with Jacob Black and whether or not he knew it he was still in love with Bella Swan

Hey guys how are you liking the book so far I hope you enjoy this chapter tell me if I should make them longer or shorter or if you have any ideas for the story that's all bye Wolfe out.