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Damn man I really fucked up this time, how could I just let her go just like that. I can't believe I really let the fame and the fortune get to my head. She was so perfect even if she didn't think so herself, she held me down was there for everything and yet I let pussy ruin everything. Now she left broken and it's my fault. It's been almost five months since she left and I haven't done anything but laid down in bed and think about how I fucked up and hurt her. I still remember that day like it was yesterday, but we that's for later. Let me take you back to the beginning. It was May 2014, a whole year after I dropped my first album LA Confidential, I was starting to gain more followers and fans, getting recognized a little bit, I mean I was feeling like the man. It was Saturday and me and my best friend Kevin was at our friend at the time Nate party. Kevin was somewhere either getting drunk, high, or with some bitch. I on the other hand was chilling with Nate and Sammy we all was sitting on a couch that was facing the living room that was being used as the dance floor right now passing the blunt, all of sudden I started hearing Ay Ay by Goldlink play in the background. I was nodding my head to the beat staring off to the dance floor, there was a lot of girls here, but none of them really didn't caught my eye until I saw her. She a perfect shade of brownskin, her lips so big, but not to big and they looked so juicy mmm I wonder how they feel, she was wearing some denim jeans shorts with a black and white flannel wrap around her waist and a black crop top, with some low top black and white old school vans. She was dancing on some girl who kind of looked liked her, they probably sister. I was so mesmerized by the way her ass was bouncing to the beat of song that I didn't even realize that skate and Sammy had been calling. "Yo Derek, earth to Derek you gone take a puff or what" skate said snapping his finger in my face " My bad man, what was y'all saying" I said still looking at her dancing "We was saying or you gone take another hit or what cause you fucking up the rotation" Sammy said laughing while Skate was shaking his head at me. "Yeah man hand it to me" I said reaching my hand out for the blunt "What are you staring at?" Sammy asked "More like who are you staring at?" Skate asked looking at me while I took a puff. I was exhaling the smoke when I pointed at the girl still dancing "Damn who is lil mama?"Sammy asked looking in the in the direction I pointed at "Nah who is shorty she dancing on?" Kevin said coming up out of no where " Man where the fuck you come from?" Skate asked. " I was walking up from the kitchen I had to get me another drink" he said while sitting down next time "So Derek you gone keep staring at her or are you going to go up and talk to her?" Skate asked looking at him now. I kept staring at her for a minute until she looked at me, we stared at each other for three seconds until I looked away and the guys started laughing. " Man you better do something before I go over there and scoop her up" Sammy said while acting like he was about to get it. I hoped so fast, "Nah I got it homie" I said passing the blunt to Skate. I had fixed myself and started walking up to her she was too into the song to notice that her girl had got pulled to dance with somebody else and she was now dancing alone. I don't know if that was a sign from god because I didn't know how I was going to talk to her, but now I got a way. I slide behind her while she started to whine her hips. "Bounce that, Bounce that, Bounce that ass for my kinfolk" played in the background when I grabbed her hips to pull her closer, she looked her shoulder and looked at me smiled and turned back around and continued dancing. I started rolling my hips to keep up with her she turned around and wrapped her arm around my neck and continued to grind on me. I couldn't help but stare at her I noticed she had big doe eyes like Bambi and they fitted her face so well, she also had her nose pierced and she had a lot of ear piercings, and she was wearing a skinny Cuban link chain. You could tell her style was 90s inspired it was cute and fitted her. She looked at me through her long eyelashes and then she moved to my ear. "It took you long enough" she whispered in my ear. I was shocked she even said that "You noticed I was staring at you" I said pulling away from her a little bit to look at her, she smiled and nodded her " I was wondering when you were going to come over here since you was looking so hard." She said laughing a little bit. Her laugh was so cute. I swear I would do anything to hear all day. Wow am I already falling in love? "Well I'm here now mami" I said trying to sound cool "That you are" she said as she started turning back around and she started twerking on me. After the song was over she started to walk I guess to look for her friend. I couldn't let her go so I pulled her back "Wait where you going" I asked looking at her. She looked down at the wrist I'm holding and back up at me and smiled, ugh her smile so hypnotizing I low key forgot how to breathe, but I recovers before she replied "I got to look for my friend before she do something crazy" she replied still smiling at me "At least let me get your number mami" I said back get desperate now because I didn't know once she found her friend if they were going to leave "You don't even know me" she laughed "Yet you danced on me" I replied back with a smirk "Yeah because I didn't want to reject you infront of your boys" she said looking in Skate, Sammy, Kev direction who were in fact staring at us. "I thought you wanted me to come up to you" I said a little confused now " I did" she replied shrugging a little bit "I'm so confused now" I said while scratching the back on my neck a little bit "I'm just playing with you, let me see your phone" she said laughing while extending her hand for my phone. I reached into the back of my pockets and pulled my phone out I proceeded to unlock my phone and then went to new contact so she can put her name and number in. I then handed her the phone she grabbed and our touched slightly, but I felt a shock come off her I don't even I was tripping, but she looked like she felt it too. She looked at me for a little bit smiled and then put her number in my phone. She handed it back to "I got to go now it was nice to meet you-" she said "Derek" I cut her off. "Derek" she said smiling at me and then walking away from me. I watched her walk away and then turn to walk back to the boys. As I was walking up to them they all started cheering and hugging me "Aye we saw y'all" Sammy said cheering "Y'all lowkey look like y'all was fucking the way y'all was dancing." Skate said laughing "Pero all I want to know is did you get her number." Kev said shaking me "You know I did" I said laughing and dapping up my boys. Later that night I ended up texting her and from there everything else was history.
