Every good girl wants a bad boy

chapter 29

Lukes POV:

I miss him so much. I wish he wouldnt have moved. He dosent know about the suicide attempts. I couldnt hurt him even more. I love him...I will never stop loving him...its all my fault. I shouldnt have done what I did. Fuck, im such a screwup. I dont deserve to live in this fucked up world. And I definitely dont deserve Michael. Im so fucking stupid... and fat and worthless and dumb. Im a goddamned fag that deserves to die...dont I? Thats what everyone says....why shouldnt I believe them...?

Michaels POV:

I felt bad that I was acting this way. But I couldnt tell Gabby what was making me so upset! I love her. I have moved on past Luke. I dont have feelings for him like that anymore...do I?

Justins POV:

I run to my phone when I hear it ringing. I see that it says Austin and immediately start smiling. Im so happy that I scream.

Hello! Austin I have missed you so so muc-

Justin? This is Austin's mother...

Oh, h-hi melony...

Justin...Austin is in the hospital...he tried to kill himself....

I hang up and start bawling. I run out of my house and down the road towards the hospital, tears stinging on my face against the cold wind...this cant be happening, not to my baby...