A/N: Let's hear the other side. Ü
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Joanne's POV
This is not what I want!
This is not what I planned!
I don't know anything anymore!
This is all bullshit!
It's a mess!
Lahat walang kwenta!
Walang kwentang buhay!
Walang kwentang pamilya!
WALA!!
Shit!
Isa lang naman ang gusto ko e!
Maging masaya.
At magiging masaya lang ako kung makakasama ko ang lalaking makapag papasaya sakin.
Oo.
Si Kent.
Gusto kong mapasaakin sya!
Sa kahit anong paraan!
Kahit saglit lang naman e!
Wala akong balak na ibalik sya kay Phoebe kapag naging akin sya, pero..
Wala akong magagawa.
Kasi kahit mapasakin man sya..
Sooner or later, kailangan ko rin syang iwan.
*tok tok tok
Arrrgh! For sure it's my mom again!
"Anak, papasok ako."
See?
"Ano nanaman ba?" singhal ko sa kanya!
"You need to take your medicines! Or else--"
"Or else what? Yang mga gamot na yan..di na ba ako mamamatay kapag ininum ko yan?"
"JOANNE!"
"WHAT?!! HINDI NAMAN DIBA? MAMAMATAY PA RIN AKO. MAMATAY NA AKO. JUST ACCEPT THAT GODDAMNIT!!! I WILL DIE MOM!"
And look. She's crying again! Arrgh! I hate this!
Paulit-ulit nalang!
"Lahat ng tao namamatay anak.." malumanay nyang sabi habang umiiyak.
"Yeah right. Mas maaga lang ako. I will die SOONER! Just accept the fact that I will die before you do! Because of this freakin heart!" Turo ko sa puso kong walang kwenta!
"Hindi yan mangyayare kung susundin mo ang mga doctor. Stop working! Just quit! Don't stress your self too much! Don't be so stubborn Joanna!"
"It's Joanne mom! Ahahaha! really? Look at this" sarkatikong tawa ko at saka hinawi ang blouse ko. Ipinakita ko sakanya ang peklat ko sa bandang dibdib.
Hindi na sya masyadong halata ngayon because I'm using a cream to make it flat and completely disappear. Artista ako e. Kaya kahit ito, dapat kong itago!
"Remember this mom? Ang pusong tumitibok dito sa loob ng katawan ko ay hindi akin. We tried everything! I've taken all the medicines, ate the right food, and this bullshit transplant! And what? Gumaling ba ako? NO! I'm still fucking sick!"
Hindi ko na mapigilan ang namumuo kong luha!
Damn! I really hate this!
Ganto nalang palagi e! I'm fuckin tired!
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SECRETLY MARRIED FANFIC
FanfictionThis is a fan fiction. Based on Secretly Married written by an author named Glimmer.💖