SECRETLY MARRIED FANFIC

An hour :( PART 1

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Joanne's POV

Where am I?

It's so dark in here. I can't see anything.

Am I dead?

Nasa hell na ba ako?

P-pero .. kung patay na ako, bakit nahihirapan parin akong huminga?

Kailangan pa bang huminga kahit patay na?(º∼º)a

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Ito ba ang kaparusahan ko? Kahit patay na ako, nahihirapan parin ako?

Nag mahal lang naman aq ah..

Ganun na ba kasama yun para maging ganito ang dinaranas ko ngayon?

I've loved my mom. . so much... pero napabayaan nya ako..

Kung hindi pa siguro ako nag ka sakit, wala na talaga syang paki alam saakin.

I've loved Kent.. But he can't love me back. . not at least once. .he's not even interested in me.

And..

I've loved HIM...

Ive loved my Dad... so so much, but he left.. left me too early. He didn't even said goodbye.. I didn't have the chance to say how much I loved him, how thankful I am that he is my father. .

He broke my heart. And there goes my life... Ruined, complicated.

A life to live with so much pain.

Ang naaalala ko lang na naging masaya ako e nung kasama ko pa ang daddy ko.

At nung nakilala ko si Kent.

And look.

Now I'm here.. alone in the dark.

Alone.. all alone...

Dad.. I miss you..

Sana pala naging mabait nalang ako noh?

So we'll be together again... I'm not sure if this place is hell but it feels like it...

I can hardly breath in here Daddy..

I miss you...

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"Joanne! Please.... open your eyes... please...."

Wait..

That voice..

"Joanna please..."

Mommy....

She's crying so hard...

She's calling my name...

Mommy... I don't wanna die...

Not yet...

Mom.... I'm scared...

I don't wanna die but..

I-i c-can't breath... I can't...

"Joanna... I love you so much... my baby.."

I l-love y-you t-too.. Mommy..

I wish I can tell you..

I'm sorry... I'm so sorry Mom...

I'm still alive but i can feel that i don't have much time.

God..

Please.. let me live...

Please.. give me a chance.

Kahit po isang araw lang.

Kahit isang oras lang, pwede na.

I have to say something important to my Mom.. Please..

Alam ko di tayo close at hindi ako malakas sainyo.

I've been evil. I know... Pero ngayon... na realized ko na ang lahat ng pagkaka mali ko..

Ang dami pang nadamay sa galit na binuo ko sa puso ko.

I should have listen to my Mom and Elisa..

Please God...

Please.. Just one hour.

Last na to. Di na ako hihirit.

After an hour...

You can take me.

I'm all yours.

Heaven or hell, I'll take it.

Please...An hour.. just an hour, and I'll go. T_T

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Part two bukas. Sorry ang tagal na on hold. :(