Wild Wine

Chapter 17: New Family

I glared at him...

Napaatras tuloy siya sa gulat. Nakatitig lang ako ng masama.

"I'm mad at you..."

Lumipat ako sa kabilang upuan ng bus. I'm just looking at the window. 

I know that he is worried about me. Honestly, I'm not mad at him.

I just want to think. I-I can't lose him. I'm afraid that someday, they will hurt him and we will be forced to set apart.

Nakokonsensya ako, oo ngayon lang ako natutong makonsensya. I'm too selfish because I let myself to fall in love with him. Alam ko naman na balang araw, masasaktan siya pero minahal ko pa rin siya.

Ang selfish ko kasi minahal ko siya. Siya lang kasi ang taong nagpasaya sa akin. Sa kanya ko lang naramdaman na kumpleto ako. G-Gusto ko lang naman maging masaya.

What should I do? I don't know how will I protect him. Alam ko naman na gagawin talaga nila ang lahat para lang maghiwalay kami.

Naramdaman ko na tumabi siya sa akin. I felt that he is hugging me.

"Please... Don't get mad. Wala naman akong takas kahapon kaya napilitan na akong kausapin siya," sabi niya.

I just looked at him...

"If you don't love me anymore or you'll get tired of fighting for us, it's ok for me. I just want you to have a peaceful life," I said sincerely.

Nagulat ako dahil sa reaction niya. It's like there's a red flash on his eyes because of what I've said. Bigla niya akong tinitigan ng masama. 'Yung titig na parang papatay ng tao.

He moved closer to my face while glaring at me. Honestly, he is quite terrifying right now.

"What did you say?" He asked in a terrifying deep voice.

Is he mad? Nakakatakot... Honestly, mas nakakatakot siya kapag ganito kaysa sa kahit na sinong member ng family ko.

"You think that I will leave you? You're thinking that someday, I will get tired of loving you? Ganyan ba ang tingin mo sa akin? You think I can live peacefully if I know that your life is miserable? Hell no!"

Nagulat ako... Kitang-kita ko sa mga mata niya ang galit. Nakakatakot siya; 'yung boses niya at mas lalo na 'yung mga mata niya. I-It's not his usual sweet and innocent look.

Lumipat na lang siya sa kabilang upuan. Grabe, kinabahan ako bigla sa kanya. It's like he is a different person when he's mad.

Sabi ko na nga ba, isang maling pitik mo lang, his cruel nature will come out of him. A person like him who is very kind is the person that is very cruel when gets mad.

Hindi siya kagaya ko na laging mainitin ang ulo kaya ayos lang na magalit palagi. He is kind and there is no reason for him to be treated badly. Walang may karapatan na saktan siya dahil sobrang buti niya.

Nakakatakot lang, baka balang araw ay magbago siya. I can see how evil he can get if something bad will happen. Alam ko na posibleng maging mas masama pa siya sa kanila kapag may nangyari na hindi maganda.

I looked at him...

Nagulat ako dahil may lalakeng tumabi sa kanya. What the heck!

The guy beside him is about to sleep. Sumandal ito sa balikat ni Wine. Hindi ko na pinigilan ang sarili ko at lumapit ako sa kanila.

Kwinelyuhan ko bigla ang lalake kaya nagising siya. He is quite nervous because I'm glaring at him.

"Get out!" I shouted.