Love, hate, are almost the same

confidence

A/N

Had a great heart to heart conversation with my intern supervisor. Made me a bit more emotional then I already was but gave me inspiration to write a new song again.

Been crying during writing this one so I hope you like it

Love
InTheCLanOfTheNight

Confidence is what I search for
Unable to find it
With the past holding me back

It is something that makes me away
From the person who I wish to be
Unable to find the confidence inside of me

Confidence is what I search for
Unable to find it
With the past holding me back

It's painful to know that it is so visible
That I'm broken inside and not able to let go
That I'm afraid to trust myself and other
Still after years of trying to let go

Makes me wanna disappear for awhile and find a shoulder to cry on
Before returning back into this world
And show who I can be if confidence by my side

Confidence is what I search for
Unable to find it
With the past holding me back

How to grow if sleepless nights keep me awake and afraid of the futher without trust in myself or the ones that try to help me
If you know please tell me cause I don't know it anymore

Confidence is what I search for
Unable to find it
With the past holding me back