Love, hate, are almost the same

Blaze

Blaze 

No water in the river

rivers dry without the water 

that was needed to fight the blaze in my hart 

cause it keeps on burning since you left

Water isn't enough to keep the blaze inside of me 

from burning

Babe, all it needed was you 

but you left me alone in this world so 

there is 

No water in the river

rivers dry without the water

that was needed to fight the blaze in my hart

cause it keeps on burning since you left

But still I want to thank you

for being with me 

to keep the blaze down 

for awhile 

Because I still love you, after these years, babe

but since you left there is

No water in the river

rivers dry without the water

that was needed to fight the blaze in my hart

cause it keeps on burning since you left.

Hi people,

another one, this one I wrote yesterday because I couldn't sleep. Thinking about how different my life would look like if I was still happy with that one girl by my side. Also feelings of guilt were running through my veins because I have an crush on someone. 

So let me ask you guys, Is it wrong to look to other girls after you lost your girlfriend almost three years ago? Is it weird that I still miss her every day and want her to be with me? Am I ready for a new relationship if I am still thinking about her? 

I am sorry for dropping this on you guys but I want to be honest with you guys and want to let you know what is going on in my head lately 

love,

InTheClanOfTheNight