Love, hate, are almost the same

fear

A/N

I know I just said that I wouldn't update in awhile but I couldn't wait to publish these few and I think they aren't that terrible dark. Instead I am pretty proud of them, so please let me know what you think 

love

InTheClanOfTheNight 

Sometime all I can feel is darkness inside me

All I want to disappear into that darkness

Not waking up in sweat anymore

Because of the fear inside me

Fear that has been there since I was just a little girl

It makes me scared to trust or even to love someone

Makes me hide who I am and wearing a mask all of the time

It like Walker Hayes says it is October 31st every day

Till some people knocked on my heart

And I was stupid enough to let them in

Cause I lost them both

Sometime all I can feel is darkness inside me

All I want to disappear into that darkness

Not waking up in sweat anymore

Because of the fear inside me

I was just a little girl

And he broke me time after time

Instead of being the brother I needed

He became the man that I was afraid off

So I started to pretend so people wouldn't find out

Especially my little brother cause he deserved the world

And not the pain of a broken family

Sometime all I can feel is darkness inside me

All I want to disappear into that darkness

Not waking up in sweat anymore

Because of the fear inside me