Certified Pervert

Part 35

**NIELSEN's POV**

"Nielsen, wake up. I have a good news for you" sabi ni Mommy habang bahagya nya akong tinatapik.

"Mom, kanina pa ako gising" mahinang usal ko at umubo na naman ako.

"Kain kana Nielsen, Natawagan na namin si Miss Lahore at uuwi na sya. Makikita mo na ulit sya" malambing na sabi ni Mommy. Kaya agad akong napatingin sa kanya.

"Really?" Paninigurado ko at tumango naman si Mommy kaya natuwa ako. "I won't eat! Kakain lang ako kapag andito na sya! Mommy buy some carrots and potatoes for me. Baka hindi pa sapat yung mga bunny heads na ginawa ko"

I've been carving lots of bunny heads simula nang isugod nila ako sa hospital. Napakarami ko nang nagawa at inilalagay lang ito nila mommy sa refrigerator para hindi masira.

"Fine, but promise me na kakain kana kapag dumating sya" malungkot na sabi ni Mommy at tumango naman ako. "Iiwan muna kita dito, okay? Babalik din ako. Bibili lang ako nang potatoes and carrots" sabi nya then lumabas na sya at maya maya pa ay pumasok si ate kasama ang doctor na naka assign sa akin.

"Khyber, andito na yung doctor" naluluhang sabi ni ate Daniela at agad nya akong inalalayan para umupo. Inutusan ko kasi na tawagin ni ate yung doctor ko because I need to discuss something with them.

"So, What's the result?" Mahinang usal ko pero kahit hindi ko naman tanungin ang result nang diagnosis sa akin ay alam ko na sa sarili ko ang sagot.

"To be honest with you Mr. Uriekha, Your chance to survive was low. If you undergo to a heart transplant operation then you'll have at least 45% chance to survive but the thing is risky sya dahil magiging pangalawang heart transplant mo na ito." Paliwanag nya kaya napabuntong hininga nalang ako.

Well, that's still a pretty high chance of survival rate. Too bad, I did something that will make it a waste of chance.

"But it's more complicated dahil you're missing one of your lungs. So that 40% was only when you have a pair of lungs. Kapag ipinagpatuloy mo ang heart transplant then there is a chance na mag collapse ang lungs mo" Napabuntong hininga na lang sya and i nodded.

I knew that this will surely happen before I went to abroad together with my wife's father.

"Ang chance of survival mo will be too low. Hindi din pwedeng sabay na mag undergo ka sa heart transplant and lung transplant dahil hindi na kakayanin nang katawan mo. Medication will only help to ease the pain but it won't make your life longer. It's even a miracle kung i-epekto pa ang medicines na kailangan mong i-take dahil napakarami mo nang gamot na na-take previously when you were a child I guess." Dagdag nya pa kaya mas napaiyak si ate at pinigilan kong pumatak ang luha ko.

"If I die please tell my parents and my wife that it was due to overdose dahil sa pag inom ko nang gamot para sa bipolar disorder ko" mahinang usal ko pero siguradong narinig nila iyon dahil napasinghap sila.

"But-" pag tutol nang doctor pero hindi ko na sya pinatapos mag salita.

"Please, My wife is pregnant and ayaw ko na may mangyaring masama sa baby namin. Just let me and my sister sign a document stating that whatever happened to me at this hospital will never be discussed to anyone even if it was my parents. My sister will sign it under the name of U.Company. Don't worry cause she's the heiress of our familys company" pamimilit ko pa kaya wala nang nagawa ang doctor ko kundi ang pumayag dahil this hospital was under U.Company.

Matapos ko syang kausapin ay iniwan nya na kami ni Ate.

"Khyber!" Humagulgol na si ate sa pag iyak at mas humigpit ang yakap nya sa akin.

"Don't blame your self ate. This is my decision. I did donate one of my lungs to Blue dahil ayaw ko na saktan ni Mr. Lahore si Paigne. And that was the only way para tigilan nya na si Paigne. Please don't tell my wife about this ate. Ayaw ko na sisihin nya ang sarili nya. I did that to gain her freedom from her father" bulong ko at pinunasan ko ang luhang patuloy na pumapatak sa mukha ko.

"Please don't cry ate. I'm a big guy na. At least pumayag na si Mister Lahore na pakasalan ko ang anak nya. And look, nakatulong pa ako. Ate, pwedeng ikaw na ang mag alaga sa mag ina ko? Please wag mo silang papabayaan" sabi ko then himikbi na ako.

I did make this decision willingly so there's no one to be blamed.

"How could you do that Khyber!" Sigaw ni ate at napaupo na sya sa sahig.

"Paigne wants me to ask for her fathers approval for our marriage first. And I want to fulfill her request so I did what she asked me to do but her father won't agree. Not untill I donated one of my lungs to Blue. I really love her so much" sabi ko at napaubo na naman ako.

"Ate, promise me that you won't tell anyone about what happened to me. I already risked my life to protect Paigne. I don't want her to be upset ate. Please do me this favor. I should have died already when I was a kid if not for her. My life belongs to her and ang kaisa isang request nya lang ay mapapayag ko ang daddy nya kaya hindi ako nag sisisi sa ginawa ko" dagdag ko pa at tumalikod na ako dahil ayaw ko na makitang nasasaktan si ate.

Pinilit ko nang paalisin si ate sa Room ko para hindi sya makita ni Mommy na umiiyak. Pinaalis ko din si Mommy after nyang ibigay sa akin ang mga carrots at potatoes na binili nya.

I smiled weakly at kinuha ko ang malapit na knife and I started to carve bunny heads again.