I pushed.
I pushed you so hard you finally built your walls again,
Leaving me on my knees outside.
Thank you.
You have shown me what love is.
You have shown me that I will never be the same.
I stipped letting my heart speak.
Closing my heart in my ribs,
Only letting it beat for my breath.
My brain tore me from you.
The pain I went through,
Why do I still feel like it was worth it?
Why does it hurt so much?
I thought My heart stopped...
But I just kept lying to myself.
My walls were built up because of you.
But they kept everyone but you away.
I can't have you.
I will never have you.
But you can still chase me in our kitchen in my dreams.
You can still push the knife deeper into my chest.
