Kaysia

17.

I slowly reached over to my phone in attempt to check the time. I had been laying here for what felt forever just looking around the room whilst Cameron slept on me like a baby. He literally didn't change his position all night. His arms were still wrapped around me. I wondered for a moment about why he was all up on me because he had never been like this before. I shrugged the thought from my mind as I jolted my body forward a little bit to grab my phone. I quickly looked to Cameron who stirred a bit but didn't wake up. He was quite literally sleeping like a baby.

I checked the time to see it was just gone 11 and automatically my eyes widened. Either I had been sitting here for longer than expected just waiting for this boy to get up or I actually slept in kind of late for once which I never do. I slowly and carefully got out the bed continuously watching Cameron in the process. I softly giggled as he grabbed and hugged the pillow. I took myself to the bathroom to freshen up and as I stepped in the shower I couldn't help but to think about Cameron saying he loved me; even if I did say it first. Butterflies invaded my stomach but they also made me feel like I wanted to throw up. After so long of feeling like he was pushing me away, we was finally making progress. It was scary to me because although i've spoken to people in the past, i've never fallen for someone so fast and so hard. I don't know what i'm getting myself into but i'm sure ready to find out. He doesn't like to talk about anything he does, saying he doesn't want me involved in all that but i'm intrigued. I'm not stupid, he sells drugs, he does badness but for some reason people seem to fear him. I definitely did when I first met him but the look people had in their eye when they saw him was different. It was almost like a warning; something telling me that he was dangerous and I should stay away but the sense of superiority and arrogance created a picture which charmed me. Just thinking back to the day I met him in the shop made me laugh. I just remember thinking how beautiful his face was, I couldn't stop myself from staring. I swear, he knew he had me from that moment and I knew I wanted him from that moment.

My thoughts were disrupted as Cameron softly banged his fist against the shower door making me jump. He laughed before opening it. "Why you smiling so much?" He asked as I stared in awe at his body as he undressed. "My eyes are up here". He stated with a smug look on his face. I snapped my head in his direction making eye contact with him but he was still undressing. "Huh?" I sounded in a very confused manner. I looked him down and back up one last time. He was naked. He stepped towards me and into the shower. He pressed his body against mine causing me to step back and lean against the wall as he put his hand on my chin and kissed my lips. "Why was you smiling so much?" He asked again in a soft whisper which made me melt inside. My eyes closed in response to his words and they sent a shiver down my spine that made my body move against him. I looked at him before shrugging my shoulders. "Was thinking about when we first met". I admitted. "Your an actual dickhead, if i'm honest". I added pushing him back a little. "What man can't play hard to get as well?" He asked now laughing a little. I rolled my eyes at him before turning the shower head to soak him. "Your lucky I even gave you my number". I replied, putting the water back on me. I reached for my scrunchie and lathered it up with black soap. "You was always going to". He teased. "You know you was feeling me and we both know I had your panties wet". He said boastfully. "You wish". I said rolling my eyes. I used my scrunchie to wash my body when I felt his hands roaming around my body. I raised my eyebrow at him before moving his hands and handed him his black scrunchie. "What no love for me today?" He asked pulling me close again. My hard nipples pressed tightly against his chest as he squeezed my bum. I was trying to fight the feeling but only the lord knows how much I wanted him right now. I shook my head in answer to his question. He pouted and poured soap on his scrunchie before washing himself, I just watched him with the little sad face he was still wearing. "Fix your face". I laughed before opening the shower door and stepping out. I grabbed my towel and wrapped it around my body before turning around to see Cameron now exiting the shower as well.