Understanding//Logan Paul

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Spe-ce-wency

Sorry I'm not there to mediate with you anymore , keep trying to get the boys to do it , that was my favourite time of day

You took my mind of social media , like I've told all of the boys look after Logan , look after each other

You guys need each other you know Logan will be the first to snap he's always had a short temper

But don't let the boys leave him talk them round he needs you all so much because I can't be there for him anymore

I can already tell your hurting but your trying to be positive even if there isn't a positive and I'm grateful your trying to help them all

I caused all of this pain I knew I was holding Logan back from a lot more don't tell him though I don't want him feeling more upset

My anxiety was continuing to grow and it was getting worse , I tempted getting a therapist but never went there it was to far out of my comfortable zone

Although you were all about pushing me out of it anyway

I wish I could of spoke about it but I couldn't I didn't want you all to see how much pain I was experiencing

Thanks for being the way your are spencer

Love si