Epiphany

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It's weird, I thought I loved you so much. I changed everything about myself for you. I wanted to spend the rest of my life with you. But when I continued to do that a storm began to brew in my heart. I couldn't stand it anymore. I don't want to keep smiling when it isn't real. I revealed myself entirely. My true self.I should love myself in this world. I finally realized that I should start doing that. I'm am definitely not perfect but I am still beautiful.

I'm shaking and afraid but I somehow keep going forward. It feels like i'm going through a storm just to meet the real you. Why do you hide yourself in this storm? Why did I have to hide my precious self like this? Why was I so afraid to show you the real me? Why do I need to hide myself from everyone?

I am blunt at times, I also lack a lot of things. I don't have that glow around me like you but this is me. My arms, my legs, my heart, and my soul is all precious. I wanna love in this world. I finally realized that I need to love myself before anyone else. I'm on the journey to love myself.

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