Yours, Always [HBM3] {FIN}

-Thirty Nine-

Hi loves~ Sorry for the loooooong wait. Sa mga naghihintay, mahal ko kayo :) Godbless y'all.

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-His POV-

(Please listen to the song "We Can't be by Krissy)

Baby, I've been thinking 'bout you lately

Won't you come over and save me from my memories

Yeah I know it may sound crazy

Like do you ever maybe miss me

It somewhat gave me a little hope when she didn't push me away but I cussed inside my head when I saw her tears flowing freely on her face after. I immediately regretted kissing her coz' seeing her like this kills me.

Sht. Look at what you've done. I said to myself.

"I'm sorry, Aye." I want to say na hindi ko sinasadya yun pero hindi eh, ayokong lokohin ang sarili ko. Ginawa ko yun siguro dahil miss ko na sya, sobra. Kusang gumalaw ang katawan ko pabalik sa kanya at ang halikan sya ang unang pumasok sa isip ko. Sht! Nasisiraan na ata ako ng ulo. "I'm sorry." I kept repeating as I wipe her tears using my hands.

Alam kong magagalit sya sa ginawa ko. How can I kiss her knowing that she's taken? Knowing that she has someone else...Damn. But, I didn't expect that she'd cry because of what I did. Siguro I expected too much, and this is what I deserve.

"I hate you." She said, making my heart sank.

I knew that she'd react like this, but hearing those words from her tore my already broken heart into tiny more pieces. I never knew this love could hurt me more than what I imagine.

Dapat kasi sumuko na lang ako dati pa eh.

Dapat kasi matagal ko ng pinilit mag-move on at magmahal ng iba.

Dapat kasi kinalimutan ko na sya

Pero Pucha naman oh,

Hindi ko kaya.

Siguro naman ngayon, matatauhan na ko.

Siguro naman ngayon, gagawin ko na talaga kahit sobrang imposible.

"I'm sorr—"

Hindi ko natapos ang sinasabi ko.

"But I hate myself more." She said and I was taken aback when I felt her hand on my face, wiping my tears. Dun ko lang naramdaman na umiiyak na din pala ako.

Fck. This is gay!

"Am I too late now, Aye?" I asked her as I held her hand, that hand on my face.

Nang maramdaman kong tumango sya, parang gumuho ang mundo ko. I'm aware na masaya na sila ni Lazaro pero bakit hanggang ngayon umaasa paren ako?

"You're 5 years late." Nakita kong nakangiti sya pero patuloy pareng dumadaloy ang mga luha nya sa mukha nya.

"I'm sorry." I can't help but say. "Please stop crying, Aye. Please."

Gusto kong ipangako sa kanya na lalayuan ko na sya,

Na hindi ko na sya guguluhin,

Na hindi na ko magpapakita sa kanya,