Yours, Always [HBM3] {FIN}

-Thirty Four-

Thanks beshie for the idea.~ You saved me! Haha Love you~

--

Hi loves, Sorry for the long wait.

*

           

-Her POV-

Kurt left for Cebu, it's been a week yet I got nothing from him. I tried to call, text and facetime him but I got no response. I thought he's just busy dahil maraming kailangan i-check dun sa client nya. My days were usual, office, bahay then minsan mall with Keish.

Lately, I can't identify what I am feeling. I felt something is missing, kaya nga I am trying my best to contact Kurt, baka kasi pag nakausap ko sya mawala ung longing na nararamdaman ko. But in the deepest part of me, I knew better. Kayang ideny ng utak ko, but I can't fool my heart.

I miss him.

I've been trying to divert my attention to something else but I always end up thinking and contemplating about... everything right now. My mind is so messed up and Kurt being out of reach is adding up. He's making me worried.

"Oy babae, pang ilang buntong hininga na yan? May contest na sasalihan?" Best tried to joke but I ignored her. I just absentmindedly sip my coffee.

"Aw!" I said after I burnt my tongue. Ganun na ata ako kawala sa focus ko at nakalimutan kong hot ang coffee na inorder ko? Aish! Get yourself together, Ayessa.

"Kurt pa din ba?" She sat across me and hold my hand. "Di mo pa din ba pansin Best?"

That one caught my attention. Ano bang sinasabi ni Best? "What?"

"Kurt is giving you time to breathe, time to think. He loves you so much na sa halip na kulungin ka sa relasyon nyo, he's giving you enough room to listen to your heart." And she sip her coffee after saying that.

Naisip ko, What did I do to deserve him?

"Best, no matter how hard you try to inflict pain kay Kurt man o kay Spence, it's inevitable. It is part of having choices, kasi you cannot have both, you will always choose one, and your heart will always have a greater space for another."

I know that Best is trying to open my eyes. I love Kurt but I know that I cannot love him more than what I felt for Spence. Am I really protecting Kurt from getting hurt or am I doing otherwise?

"Can you go with me in Cebu, Best?" I decided in a split of seconds. Maaring nababaliw na ko, o nababaliw na talaga ako.

"Pabook ko na ba? Kelan alis? Mamaya na? Ay wait wala pa pala akong two piece."  And my ever hyper best friend resurrected. Akala ko pa naman magugulat sya sa sinabi ko pero mukhang ineexpect na nya to.

"Magpaalam ka muna kay Jasper, Best." I tease.

"Bakit ako magsasabi sa kanya? Ano sya, tatay ko?" And she even rolled her eyes on me and her excitement died down.

"Says the girl who told me to chase my happiness. Ang galing magpayo, hindi naman kayang gawin." And I saw how the twinkle on her eyes faded. I know Best, you are also under emotional turmoil lately, I can feel it.

"It's not easy, Best. I find it hard to admit that I am the one at fault. Pero after this, I will talk to him. Sa ngayon, let's just finish your dilemma, I will definitely do something on mine." And then my heart felt the nervousness, excitement all at once.