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przez By_My_Hand
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                                              There is a swelling storm
And I'm caught up in the middle of it all
And it takes control
Of the person that I thought I was
The rush of emotions surge through me. The waves of terror and loss. The tsunami of relief when she turns around to look at me.
                          The boy I used to know
But there, is a light
In the dark, and I feel its warmth
In my hands, and my heart
Why can't I hold on?
The warmth of those eyes and the emotions in them. I can feel them in my heart, in my hands i feel it around my body.
                          It comes and goes in waves 
It always does, it always does
We watch as our young hearts fade
Into the flood, into the flood
The waves of emotion come back pulling me in. pulling me closer to her. The love she hold close to her, the walls she puts up.
                          The freedom, of falling
A feeling I thought was set in stone
It slips through, my fingers
I'm trying hard to let go
Falling down. Falling in love. Falling out of love. It slips through the cracks in the ground through the cracks in my walls. Letting go of the hurt people have caused takes time and it's hard.
                          It comes and goes in waves
It comes and goes in waves
And carries us away
The feelings crashing down on me. It's unbearable. I feel confused in what i feel for this girl. She makes me confused.

                          Through the wind
Down to the place we used to lay when we were kids
Memories, of a stolen place
Caught in the silence
 An echo lost in space
Our special little place, behind the park, behind the town. Its gone, away with the wind, room to make more houses.
                          It comes and goes in waves
It always does, it always does
We watch as our young hearts fade
Into the flood, into the flood
The relief that she's still with me, the hurt that she feels me with. The love shown in her eyes... fading away with the spark.
                          The freedom, of falling
A feeling I thought was set in stone
It slips through, my fingers
I'm trying hard to let go
Her hands hold me close. They keep me grounded. They allow me to float. To give that all up? It hurts. To let her go, it kills.
                          It comes and goes in waves
It comes and goes in waves
And carries us away
The hunger i feel for her touch. The pain in the tears i cry. I miss her... every part of her. I miss her eyes, i miss her hugs, i miss her voice.
                          I watched my wild youth
Disappear in front of my eyes
Moments of magic and wonder
It seems so hard to find
The memories of my youth all involve her, the happy ones and the sad. The ones full of wonder and the ones that make me fall.
                          Is it ever coming back again?
Is it ever coming back again?
Take me back to the feeling when
Everything was left to find
Take me back to my childhood. Where this feeling wasn't involved with everything I do. Take me back to when life was simpler. 
                          It comes and goes in waves
It always does, oh it always does
The freedom, of falling
A feeling I thought was set in stone
The stone that, I thought, held secrets and promises. It crumbles with all the unspoken things and broken promises. 
                          It slips through, my fingers
I'm trying hard to let go
It comes and goes in waves
It comes and goes in waves
I have you in my arms. I'm not letting go this time. I've lost you once I'm not ready to lose you again. I can't live without you.
                          And carries us away
I miss you. 
                          By; By_My_Hand