So Far Away

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        My parents always said "Everything is going to be alright when you go to university and do as we tell you." but turns out i'm the asshole for believing those words. I'm the asshole for having a dream and i know that sounds pathetic. It's a real bitch when you don't have something to do. I'm living because i cant die.

      Just give me a drink since I cant stand to be sober any longer. I don't care about the brand I just need it to drown out the voices. This might be a luxury for a bum. Please don't try and stop me doing this. Why am I the only one still here when everyone else is running?

      If I had a dream it would be so far away. If only I had a flying dream it wouldn't fall away so easily. It would be so much better if I had a flying dream.

        Our dreams will be here for our creation till the end of our lives. We dream wherever we might be. Our dreams will always be lenient. Our dreams will bloom when we overcome all hardships. Our beginnings will seem humble but in the future our lives will be prosperous.

        I'm right, fuck, I live because I cant die but the thing is I don't have anything I want to do. I'm in a ton of pain and loneliness but people around me keep saying to snap out of it but they don't understand. I try to vent my emotions but what's the point if i'm the only one listening. I'm scared to open my eyes and start breathing.

        My friends and family are drifting away each and everyday. I feel more anxious as time keeps going, it feels like i'm all alone. I hope everything disappears when i'm alone. I hope things disappear like a mirage, I hope my own damn self disappears. I'm abandoned in this,world at this moment. I'm drifting away from the sky. I'm falling.

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