The Truth Untold ( TXT Soobin)

22.Heaven and Hell

"Cause you never think that the last time is the last time. You think there will be more. You think you have forever, but you don't."

22.

-Mila do you believe in heaven and hell?-Soobin asked
-Yes-I asked confused
-okay... what do you think where the people go when they kill themselves? Heaven or hell?
-Soobin what is happening? What is this all about?
-Please just answer my question Mila-Soobin said with a shaky voice, I couldn't understand what was happening but I did what he asked
-Well, it is said that they go in hell.
-and what do you think about it?
-I think it depends on the situation
-Yeah.. And what do you think where the people go who wants to repent their sins? The people who feel terrible for what they did...
-well,since they realized their sins probably in Heaven - Soobin just smiled when he heard my answer. I can't stand this anymore this situation is getting weird in every minute -Soobin I can't understand stop making me confused
-Mila I'm really trying to find the best way to tell you everything I just can't find it yet.
-Then just say it
-Okay. You know that your answers are wrong
-what do you mean
-they don't go in heaven
-So in hell?
-No
-Okay, then where?
-Nowhere
-what?
-People who killed themselves they don't have a right to go in heaven but they also don't deserve to go in hell and people who feel horrible for their sins and wants to repent it. Since they feel sorry the can't go in hell, but their sins cannot be erased... That's why they can't go to heaven.
-Okay You opinion is quite realistic but this has nothing to do with this situation Soobin-I said annoyed
-Trust me it has
-why?
-because this is from where it all started
-From where?
-From the please where these people go after their death
-Soobin you are scaring me

I could not understand what was he saying, I would consider it as a joke but from his face, I could say that he was not kidding at all

-It all started from here Mila... From where we are now... From the place, we go after Our death-he muttered

Did he lost his mind?! Is he going crazy or something?! This can't be happening right now!

-Are you crazy? What the hell is wrong with You Soobin?! -I screamed at him, I've had enough-You know what I don't want to hear anything from you right now. Tell me when you will be on your mind. Then we can talk-I said to him and was about to leave the house when he said

-The car accident... You died in there. Everyone usually remembers their death... I was surprised when I found out that you didn't know about it. I even though that you were lying and you knew everything... I still can't understand why you don't remember anything -He said

This cannot be, it is ridiculous, Is he joking with me?! Is he finds it funny to joke about The car accident, where I almost died, I can't believe this

-Is this Joke to you?! I can't understand why are you doing this! If you want to break up do it in a normal way! Stop acting like a crazy person -I said and walked out.

I felt terrible, that day I did nothing but crying, I couldn't understand him. I couldn't understand why he said that...
It can't be true right?!
Of course, it is not!
I just have to talk with Yeonjun or Lia Tomorrow...
Maybe they were right... Maybe Soobin isn't a good person after all
But still what he said it cannot be true...

Please be a dream... Please let me wake up in Soobin's arms Tomorrow

I really don't want to lose Him. God, I really Love him...

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Author POV

When Mila left Soobin immediately went to see Yeonjun.
-What are you doing here?-Yeonjun asked once he opened the doors
-I... Yeonju I tried to say the truth
-okay then?
-She didn't let me finish. She thought That I was joking...-Soobin mumbled the last words
-well, it's quite normal to happen. Just go home, I'll talk to her tomorrow with you...
-Do I have to be there?-Soobin asked hoping that Yeonjun say no
-Yes... You can't escape it.

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