• Bts Angst •

「 taehyung 」

"Thanks."

Then they both stayed quiet. But it wasn't uncomfortable at all. All they could hear was the ruffling sounds from the trees, their heavy breathing, the wind.

"Have you ever been suicidal?"

Taehyung crossed his arms and leaned back on the wall before closing his eyes. "Why do you ask"he whispered.

"Nothing..well have you?"

Taehyung then nodded his head, not knowing if the girl sees him nod or not but he nodded anyways. "Yeah..alot of times."

"But also..sometimes..I'm scared to die."

The girl chuckled "me too."

Taehyung opened his eyes but didn't pulled his head away from the wall as he was still leaning on it. He then slightly turned his head to her.

He was not surprised at all.

He thinks that almost every body had gotten into the point of their lives where they just wanted to end their selves.

But for those who haven't yet, he was sure that eventually they were gonna experience it somehow.

"But you know what scares me alot?"

Taehyung hummed softly "what?"

"Not being able to atleast enjoy life before i die."

"Why?"

"Because i don't want to die alone and afraid."

"You can still enjoy life, there's still plenty of time."the girl then looked at him with a smile. "Yeah..i guess so."

After a few weeks, things were going pretty normal. Things didn't change, the routine didn't change. They would always still wait for eachother on their meeting place and would chat non stop about life and death.

Only until then someone had spoken to taehyung.

"Taehyung do you have a minute?"taehyung stopped walking and turned around to see "cindy?"cindy then smiled but there was something off, taehyung could sense by how cindy was nervous and trembling.

"Is everything good?"

"O-oh uh yeah!i just uh wanted to talk about something.."

"Oh sure!what is it about?"taehyung asked curiously as he looks around behind cindy. He was supposed to go to their meeting place but he guessed a little talk wouldn't hurt.

"It's about y/n."taehyung tilted his head and hummed "huh?who's that?"it seemed familiar when he heard it, it felt like he had heard it somewhere.

"Y/n, the one who you were always meeting at the back of the building?the rumor?"taehyung's eyes widened "t-that's her name?"he suddenly felt nervous, his heart pacing up, his eyes wide open.

He suddenly felt happy.

Finally..he knew her name.

But then when he heard the word 'rumor', he felt different.

Was there something wrong?

"Since when did you start talking to her?"

"Hmm..i guess it was around july?July 13th i think."

Cindy then cried which made taehyung panic "h-hey hey is there something wrong?something i s-said?"cindy shook her head.

"Look..i-i don't know how but..i-it's her death anniversary."taehyung felt his heart drop "w-wha--what do you mean?death anniversary?"he then forced out a laugh "she's not dead, she's alive!"