Disco lights, blasting music, smoke, and people who drinks like there's no tomorrow.
I've been drinking this wine since forever but it's still not making me drunk. Maybe because I have a high tolerance for alcohol.
Napakaraming tao ang nandirito ngayon. Mga anak ng mga kilalang Pamilya, may lahi,sikat sa social media at iba pa. They were all busy talking to their friends. Jumping and dancing without hesitating,kitang kita ko rin kung paano naglalampungan ang iba mula dito sa kinauupuan ko. I'm just here drinking, being so absent-minded and not giving a fuck about everyone.
I wish na ganun nalang din ako.
Carefree lang and Go with the Flow sa Buhay.
Hindi namomorblema financially, laging nakukuha ang gusto.
Mayayaman e.
Samantalang ako? I'm just an average person na nasama sa barkadahan namin.
Even some of our classmates thinks that I'm a gold digger dahil kinaibigan ko itong mga 'to.
Last week, my boyfriend and I called it quits.
I've realized why they say first love really hurts so much.
It was the best........... at first.
I couldn't even sleep without us talking. Napaka cheesy man isipin, pero aminin natin na ang talino natin pero pag in-love handang tayong magpakatanga. Halos akalain ko na nga na siya na katulad ng mga nababasa kong love stories sa internet. How funny na ni-legal pa namin ang isa't isa. We even promised na pag tapos namin gumraduate e pupunta kami sa mga lugar na gusto naming puntahan.
Pero hindi naman pala talaga lahat ng relasyon, laging masaya. We always fight and i thought it was normal because that's how relationship works right? May highs and lows. Also based from My friends' past relationships. Akala ko maayos 'yun kasi mahal naman namin ang isa't-isa.
Pero hindi lang pala pagmamahal ang kailangan sa relasyon. Sa sobrang pagmamahal ay heto na.
It became toxic.
Endless fightings,mga sama ng loob na hindi namin masabi sa isat isa at mga gabing mapapatanong ka nalang kung worth it pa ba.
Ganito pala talaga pag first love,
Hindi mo agad agad maalis sa isip at puso mo.
We called it quits kasi it became so toxic. Napagod na rin daw siya at gusto niya nang kumawala muna. He also said na kung kami talaga, gagawa ng paraan ang destiny para mapaglapit uli kami kung saka-sakali.
Sa totoo lang ay ayokong kumawala.
Mahal ko e.
Pumayag ako kasi i thought we will grow and will be more matured para sa right time e baka maging kami parin. Ganun ko siya ka mahal.
Fuck destiny. Fuck him.
After a week I saw him flexing a girl on Facebook.
He looked so happy and enjoying her company.
That was also the look he had when I said yes to him.
Full of happiness,joy na para bang wala nang bukas. I couldn't think straight.I kept asking myself, may mali ba akong ginawa? am i not enough?.
BINABASA MO ANG
Source of My Euphoria
Teen FictionSOURCE SERIES #1 The warm-hearted Euphrasia Fern Avalon came from an unbearable heartbreak from her first love. Until Chase Primo Cenon came, The one whos always there through her ups and downs. Will he become her SOURCE OF EUPHORIA?
