Tj’ pov
I woke up the next day thinking about the day before. Thinking about Cyrus. After we came out to each other we had gotten closer. He started hanging out with me even more than Andi and Buffy. I couldn't help but smiled at the thought.
I got up and took a shower. I eventually got out and went to go get dressed. I looked down and frowned.
Your getting fatter.
I ignored the voice and continued putting on clothes. While I was put putting my shirt on my phone started ringing. I got a call from Cyrus. I smiled at my phone and picked it up to answer.
“Hello”
“Is your refrigerator running”
“I don't know Cy is it”
“You have to ruin the joke teej”
“Okay, okay fine”
“Nevermind you ruined it”
“Come on Cyrus”
“Nope”
“Ugh okay i'm sorry for ruining your joke can you tell me what you wanted to say now”
“Fine...Buffy wanted to see you after your basketball practice”
“Ew why”
“Don't be like that”
“Fine”
“Yay i'll tell her you said yes”
“Whatever”
“Tj...are you okay”
“Ya in fine”
“Are you upset about the Buffy thing”
“I SAID IM FINE”
“...fine be that way”
“Cyrus wait”
*call ended*
He'll never like you
“Shut up”
He won't forgive you
“Shut up”
He won't miss you
“Sh-shut u-up”
I started to cry thinking Cyrus would never talk to me again.
Do it
“No”
Cut
“N-no not a-again”
Do it
The voice got louder
He will never like you
“I-I” I choked
Do it now
“NO NEVER AGAIN” I yelled back at the voice. tears streaming down my face.
There is only one way to get rid of me and I know you know how
I paused
I didn't want to think about what happened before. I started running to the bathroom tears filling my eyes. I felt hopeless i felt like nobody could help me. I locked the door and started looking for something.
“Tj everything alright?”
Amber’ voice appeared from opposite side of the door. She sounded concerned.
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Him//Tyrus {COMPLETE}
FanfictionYes this is pretty badly written so I apologize from this point forward lol ⚠️~WARNING~ Will probably contain minor fluff so that makes you feel uncomfortable well tough shit click off or suck it up also contains suicidal thoughts/actions proceed wi...
