TEARS BEHIND MY SMILES

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They're shouting again
Not even listening
To what I've been

Blaming me everything
As if they we're king and queen
And it broke me a million times

They doesn't know how it hurts
Being stabbed by everyone
Hiding tears in my heart
Feels like gonna fall apart, alone

Like I'm broken into pieces
Still a smile shows on my face
They doesn't know how it hurts
They doesn't know what I feel
There's a tear falling
Tears behind my smiles

Showing them am not affected
To the things they think and made
But still I've neglect it
I was tore but have never shown it

They're leaving me behind
Sitting alone so unkind
Singing to myself a lullaby
Just to feel better and forget
That I'm stabbed a millionth time

Feels like gonna fall anytime
It's hard to take the burden
I'm feeling here inside

It invisibly falls
I can't even control
Those tears and fears
I'm not even showing on

Can I burst it out today
To let them know, I'm not okay
Can I show it to them now
The tears I'm hiding for a long time
The tears behind my smiles~

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📝: nyebe❄
Composed song © 2017
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