Thoughts and memories

Betrayal is a act out of desperation

I was fine. untill i saw you walk by , and all i could do was think of how you looked at me.almost with disgust ,but behind that i saw the Guy i knew would never do that. And So my legs started shaking and they haven't stopped since
I took the medicines against panick attacks... but i quickly realised it wasn't panick what i felt... it was the purest form of pain, cause the person who taught me to be myself. And stop thinking about others was Now caring about other peoples opinion but what Hurt the most was that he was trying to fit in. And fitting in ment acting like he didn't know me