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「 yoonmin － 3 」

We both agreed to stay as friends

I am now sitting beside namjoon hyung..and im talking ro him right now about what happened

"So yeah thats it..i guess i still love him"he say smiling sadly and sighed

Then he looked at me sighing as well "you need to talk to yoongi hyung"

"Why would i?"

"Just talk to him"

"He told me to never talk to him again..i dont want to bother him.."

Taehyung's POV
"J-jungkook"he ignored me and walked right past me, i tried grabbing his arm but he just pulled away and left me alone standing in the hallways

My heart is aching so bad right now..i just fucking hatemyself for being so dumb and so blind

"Jungkook wait"he walked as fast as he could to get away from me and he did

I ran my fingers to my hair

He's really ignoring me..its only been a few weeks and he is really ignoring me

He hasnt been talking to me or even giving me a glance. I found myself walking to the rooftop and when i did i immediately smelled a smoke of a cigarette

"Hyung?"his head turned towards me and quickly dropped his cigarette and stepped on it

He coughed "hey taehyung?"he looked at me confused

I sat down beside him "hyung can you help me?"

"I thought you hated me"

"I do..but i figured out that i shouldnt be hating on you especially when jimin still loves you"i say chuckling at little bit

"Wait--"i cutted him off "were not a couple anymore..we didnt work out in the end, we both realized that were just not for eachother and..we both like someone else now"i say

"Oh.."

"Im sorry for hating on you hyung"his lips formed into a smile "its fine. I can understand why."

"Can i ask you a question yoongi hyung?"

"Yeah?"

"Why did you break up with him?"i ask and he sighed ruffling his hair and he shrugged

"Hyung"

He rolled his eyes "i just.. i just dont think i can stay long enough beside him, and i just dont think that i wont be there with him for a long time"

"What do you mean hyung?"

"Im dying taehyung"he chuckles and my eyes widened at what i heard "your what!?"

"I have two months left and i thought you would be the one that's going to be there for jimin while im gone"i stared at him in concern

"Arent there any treatments or cure or something?"i asked worriedly "treatments. There are treatments but id rather not..the doctor gave me a chance but nah..and even if i change my mind right now, im too late"

"But hyung..what about jimin?soon you wont be able to see him again"

"That's actually what im worried about right now, im worried and im scared that i soon i may not see him ever again.."he groaned "i dont even know what im feeling right now..regretion?anger?pain?"he added and then he laughed

"Does jimin knows about this?"i asked "no, and i dont have any plans on telling him"

I started to think about jimin, what would happen to him when he finds out about yoongi hyung's condition?

He would break into pieces

I cant even imagine seeing him crying again,it hruts to see him cry

Then i noticed hyung stood up "dont tell this to anyone kay?"i nodded "i promise hyung."

"And can you do me a favor?"he asked "anything hyung."i stood up as well

"When im gone, can you take care of him and look out for him for me?since im not around anymore soon."

"...sure thing hyung, dont worry"he gave me a sad smile and patted my shoulder before leaving me here in the rooftop

I cant believe what i found out..and i realized that jimin is not the only one who's hurting..yoongi hyung is hurting as well

I walked at the edge of the building and inhale the fresh air and stared at the sunset for a few minutes before going back inside

I got back home and jungkook is still ignoring me

Whenever im around he quickly goes away. And whenever i see him i can feel my heart aching so bad.

Because of guilt..and because he is ignoring me.

I cant blame him. Im the one who told him to not bother me anymore. It's my fault.

I suddenly noticed how thin jungkook got,he's alot thinner than before and that's a bad thing especially i rarely see him go outside his room and eat

Im worried as hell..this is all my fault. I just cant help but hate myself for not noticing his true feelings ever since we were young

I hate myself so much.

"Jungkook can you do me a favor and buy me these?"i saw jungkook nod "uh taehyung can you go with jungkook to the grocery store?"

"I can go bymyself jin hyung"

"But its already dark, go with taehyung now or else i wont cook dinner."

Jungkook just nodded and he didnt even gave me one glance "ill wait outside."he say and continued to go outisde the dorm

I grabbed my jacket,phone,money and went outisde as well

"Lets go?"i say and he kept quiet i sighed and grabbed his hand but he quickly pulled away

I grabbed it again and intertwined my fingers with his

I dont fucking know what im doing but i love it

This shit is long oh my god..but who cares😂

Who wants part 4???