• Bts Angst •

「 yoonmin － 3 」

"Are they still a couple?"i asked and he shrugged "all i know is that everything is a mess"

"Everything will be okay soon"i say giving him a reassuring smile

"I hope so.."he stopped for a bit then he looked at me "what did the doctor say?"he asked

"He said i still have two months..i think"i say shrugging "im kinda scared.."i added

"Scared of dying?"

"No"

"Then what?"he asked "im scared because.."i stopped "just because"i say he raised an eyebrow "just because what?"i shrugged

I had thought about what he said at the bar..about me not seeing jimin anymore..im scared

Im scared that i wont be able to see jimin anymore.

Jimin's POV
"Jimin please im sorry"he cried and i nodded for the 9th time "stop taehyung"i say in a low voice "no not until you talk to me please.."he begged

"Fine!"i say angrily

Then he started to talk "what you saw was nothing i promise,i dont love him at all. I dont like him or whatso ever i only see him as my younger brother..please jimin im sorry i was drunk and i know thats a shitty reason but i promise you i wont do it again please"he cried

"I only love you..im sorry i did that"then he hugged me tightly as i feel my shoulder getting wet because of his tears

"I trusted you taehyung.."

"I know i know.."he whispered sniffing..i sighed..

"Just..just give me some space first.."he immediately pulled away and looked at me with sad eyes

I sighed "just give me time to be alone..please taehyung"

I walked away from him and went inside my room..then i thought to myself..am i over reacting?

Its just..seeing them like that it just hurts so bad

Jungkook tried to talk to me as well and i gave him a chance to explain

He explained to me that it was all just a mistake..he shouldnt have done that and he said that he wont bother us anymore..i dont know why but i feel bad for him

He told me he likes taehyung but he stopped midway and continued to apologize

I am still angry and hurt about what he did

But i cant help but feel pity for him..he has been liking him for about many years now

I ignored the thought and layed down on my bed

I dont even know what to feel now, everything is so confusing..i really love taehyung..but eversince me and yoongi talked last time

I just cant get him out of my mind

I dont even know if i still feel the same way about taehyung especially when i knew that jungkook likes him and i just..argh

But i know and im sure..

I still love yoongi. Stupid right?

Ugh im such a fucking idiot

He is my first love..and i just want him to be my last

After 2 weeks
I forgave him..i forgave taehyung

But we broke up

Because he told me..he doesnt feel the sameway anymore..and so do i

We talked for hours about what we really feel. Im happy and sad at the same time.

We really did loved eachother,but that love unfortunately faded so easily. I guess were not just meant to be