• Bts Angst •

「 yoonmin － 2 」

"Yahh dont be so awkward and nervous, its just me"he said laughing

For the whole day we didnt do anything but laughed and played..at first i was nervous and awkard but as time passed im not as nervous as before and we werent awkward anymore as well

Somehow i felt comfortable around him..

I just felt safe being around him

End of the flashback
I smiled at the memory

I just felt like crying..i cant believe i fell for him

Its so hard,its so hard to be falling inlove with him. Especially when he's dating your other bestfriend

I just want to go home

Taehyung suddenly starts to talk about jimin and then he asked me something "i heard that you like someone?who's the lucky guy?"he teased

"Uh i'll tell you nexttime"

"Oh come on, your acting as if im not your friend"he whined "fine fine, i wont say his name but i'll describe him to you"he nodded excitedly and i didnt even notice that we were already seated down on the chair

We were in a fastfood resturant

"So what does he look like?and what is his personality?"he excitingly asked "he's cute, he have brown hair,he have these eyes that you can drown in, he's tall, he's weird and really fun to be with.. Im really comfortable around him..he is just perfect and i just love him,"i said while looking at my hands smiling and chuckling

"I guess you really love that guy do you?"i noticed the sudden change of the tone in his voice but he fakely cough "u-uh yeah.."i say and looked at him

We started to order and we awkwardly wait for the food but when the food came it wasnt awkward anymore because he started to talk again and we laughed the whole time

When we finished eating we went back home since school is already done before when we got to the mall

"We need to get ready"i nodded and we got ready for the party later on

After we got ready we went downstairs to see jiminhyung and hoseokhyung waiting for us

And both of them are already dressed up as well, and i noticed namjoon hyung and jin hyung standing beside them as well

"Lets go!"

Yoongi's POV
"i can't believe you yoongi"jennie said looking at me in concern while his boyfriend patted my shoulder

"Why cant you just tell him?"jennie asked "why would i?its better if he doesnt know..just dont tell him.."i sighed "dont worry..we wont"jennie rubbed her temple

"Since when"kai asked and i looked at him "since when what?"

"Since when did you knew you had leukemia"

"weeks before i broke up with jimin"

"So that's a year ago?"

"Yeah..and the doctor said i had it for a long time..it wasnt as bad as before but now..it's a bit worse"i said scratching my head "what kind of leukemia do you have?"jennie asked

" chronic myeloid leukemia, its a form of cancer that affects the bone marrow and blood. It begins in the blood-forming cells of the bone marrow and then, over time, spreads to the blood. Eventually, the disease spreads to other areas of the body"i explained "are there any treatments or cures"i shrugged as response

"Seriously min yoongi--""JENNIE!"

"Oh my god lisa jisoo and rose!you made it"obviously jennie got cutted off when lisa and her friends came