Sorry guys this is short. Starting this week after today, im gonna be only be able to post atleast once every weekend cuz im starting high school.
Austin and i are sitting together at the vmas waiting for the announcment for the lyric video winner. I hold his hand and he holds mine tighter. I whisper "babe u nervous?" He looks at me and laughs "me nervous never." I raise my eyebrow "maybe a little." I kiss his cheek "dont be." He nods but i could still feel the tenseness in his hand. Finally the topic came up. And the winner is...Amnesia from 5SOS. I look at austin whos face looks defeated. He lets go of my hand. He looks pretty upset. I take his hand again and kiss it "austin its just an award." He nods but says uneasily "sure." We go home and the whole time austin is silent. Before going to sleep i cuddle with austin and send positive things through his ears. "U'll get'm next time austin." He stays silent, avoiding eye contact. I give him a kiss and he smiles "ur right. I already won something much more valuable." I smile "exactly u've gotten artist to watch." He passionatly kisses me "no y/n, its ur heart i won."
