|He's Mine | Part 1 | TodoDeku|

Chapter.7

So let's do a skip time.
About a week later..

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It was another day of waiting. I came to visit Shoto as i did everyday. He still didn't woke up, but i have hopes he will! Well.. i.. hope.. he will..

I sat next to him on chair and looked patiently at his beautiful face.. i was thinking of times he was awake.. when we kissed.. and when we got drunk. I giggled a little thinking of it. I looked at monitor that was showing his lifeline. It was normal.. for me.. Doctors are saying he can not wake up in 2 years.. but i knew he will wake up earlier.. i was wishing for it.. Maybe i'm a bad person.. because i'm a villain.. but he saved me. And i'm so happy of that he saved me. But.. i was so upset at the same time, knowing he was about to give his life for me.

The doctor came to me giving shoto medicines.

,, Aren't you bored, just sitting there, looking at him and at his lifeline?" Doctor said a little suprised
,, Nah.. i will never be..  do you know when he will wake up? I want to talk with him so bad! " i said and looked at Doctor waiting for response.
,, We already told you.. but .. if he won't wake up in next 2 years, he will just die.. we will have to disconnect him from machines and he will die.. his heart is already beating because computer helps it. It was only a week.. you have to be patient and have high hopes for him to wake up.. sorry.. " the doctor shot Shoto last injection and started to clen up a little.
,, but.. " i said so sad and my eyes filled with tears ,, He can't die.. please.." my tears started to fall like crazy
,, We are doing everything we can..  we are giving him te best medicines we have.. we're trying our best.." The doctor said ,, We're sorry.. but we can't do more.." Doctor left the room. I was crying so hard. I hugged Shoto's left palm.. it was cold.. i looked scared at his lifeline and he was alive. I sighed and stood up.
,, I will come back tomorrow.. please.. wake up already..!" I said upset and put his hand back at its place. I looked how heavily he breaths under his mask
,, i love you..." i said to him and wont out.

Year passed so fast. I started to lose so much hope for him to wake up, that dragged me into depression. But i was still visiting him.. i was crying more and more often.. i was sitting at drak places in villains house. I was sitting in the corner, crying and peeking at the bed we slept together.. i missed hi too much.. I couldn't believe that i still love him..

So.. 11 month passed even faster than the year. Shoto had 1 month to wake up, until he'll die .. i was visiting him everyday now begging him to wake up..

He didn't...

I lost my hopes..

I wrote a letter for Shoto:
𝒟𝑒𝒶𝓇 𝒮𝒽𝑜𝓉𝑜.
𝐻𝒾.. 𝒾 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝓀 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒹𝑜𝓃'𝓉 𝓇𝑒𝓂𝑒𝓂𝒷𝑒𝓇 𝓂𝑒, 𝒽𝓊𝒽? 𝐼'𝓂 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓈𝓉𝓊𝓅𝒾𝒹 𝒷𝑜𝓎 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝒻𝓁𝓊𝒻𝒻𝓎 𝑔𝓇𝑒𝑒𝓃 𝒽𝒶𝒾𝓇 𝒶𝓈 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓈𝒶𝒾𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝓌𝑒𝓇𝑒. 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝒷𝒾𝑔 𝑔𝓇𝑒𝑒𝓃 𝑒𝓎𝑒𝓈.. 𝓂𝓎 𝓃𝒶𝓂𝑒 𝒾𝓈 𝐼𝓏𝓊𝓀𝓊 𝑀𝒾𝒹𝑜𝓇𝒾𝓎𝒶.. 𝒶𝓀𝒶. 𝒟𝑒𝓀𝓊.. 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓌𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝒷𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝑔𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓁𝒾𝒻𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓂𝑒.. 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇𝑒 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓊𝓅 1 𝓎𝑒𝒶𝓇 𝒶𝓃𝒹 11 𝓂𝑜𝓃𝓉𝒽𝓈.. 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒽𝒶𝒹 2 𝓎𝑒𝒶𝓇𝓈 𝓉𝑜 𝓌𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝓊𝓅.. 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒹𝒾𝒹𝓃'𝓉. 𝒮𝑜 .. 𝒾 𝒹𝑒𝒸𝒾𝒹𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝒿𝓊𝓂𝓅 𝑜𝒻𝒻 𝒶 𝓇𝑜𝑜𝒻 .. 𝒾𝒻 𝓎𝑜𝓊'𝓇𝑒 𝓇𝑒𝒶𝒹𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈, 𝐼𝓂 𝓅𝓇𝑜𝒷𝒶𝒷𝓁𝓎 𝒹𝑒𝒶𝒹 𝓃𝑜𝓌.. i𝓂 𝓈𝑜 𝓈𝑜𝓇𝓇𝓎 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝒸𝓊𝓉𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒾𝓈𝓃𝓉 𝑒𝓃𝑜𝓊𝑔𝒽 𝓃𝑜𝓌.. 𝒾 𝓁𝑜𝓈𝓉 𝓂𝓎 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎 𝒽𝑜𝓅𝑒.. 𝓈𝑜𝓇𝓇𝓎 𝒾𝒻 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓌𝑜𝓀𝑒 𝓊𝓅.. 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇𝑒 𝓇𝑒𝒶𝒹𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈.. 𝒾 𝒿𝓊𝓂𝓅𝑒𝒹 𝑜𝒻 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓂𝑜𝓈𝓉 𝒽𝑒𝒾𝑔𝒽 𝒷𝓊𝒾𝓁𝒹𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒾 𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒸𝒾𝓉𝓎.. 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 , 𝒶𝓉 𝑔𝓇𝒶𝒸𝒸𝑒𝓇𝑒𝓎 𝓈𝓉𝓇𝑒𝑒𝓉.. 𝓂𝒶𝓎𝒷𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊'𝓁𝓁 𝒻𝒾𝓃𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝒷𝑜𝒹𝓎.. 𝓈𝑜𝓇𝓇𝓎.. 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒶𝓁𝓈𝑜.. 𝒾 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌.. 𝒾 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝒷𝑜𝓎𝒻𝓇𝒾𝑒𝓃𝒹.. 𝒮𝒪𝑅𝑅𝒴! 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝑔𝑜 𝓃𝑜𝓌..
𝐼𝓏𝓊𝓀𝓊~