I wonder if you've changed your ways.
If you've demeaned all of your girlfriends since me, Or maybe I was special.
I wonder if you continue to be manipulative and isolate these poor women.
If you make these women feel worthless and that they deserve every bit of abuse you inflict.
Was I special? Was I the only one that was on the receiving end of this? Did I deserve this?
I constantly wonder what I could've done to recieve the verbal attacks and although the answer seems simple you've made me believe that I was worthless and I was so bad that I not only needed this treatment but I must've done something so fucked up that it was the only way.
-J.Z
