• Bts Angst •

「 yoongi 」

"What the fuck let me go!"i felt a slap on my cheek "shut up if you dont want this stabbed to you"i cried staying quiet knowing that they can do that.

"Here you go"

Yoongi held the scissors and started to cut some strands of my hair making it un even.."yoongi please stop"my eyes made contact with his..tears fell from my eyes nonstop..and he did stop..

"Okay done"he said and the girls laughed happily "now go you bitch"they pushed me away

Home
I didnt attend my class instead i went home..i slowly openned the door to see taehyung watching tv until my eyes fell on the bottles of beer laying on the floor.

"Why are you home you whore"i stopped on my tracks and stood still.

"Tsk cutting classes.."he stood up and threw the remote somewhere. He furrowed his eyebrows "what the fuck happened to you bitch"he gripped on my jaw

"Go clean yourself you disgusting slut then cook me some food"he let go of my jaw and went back to the couch..i sighed happy becuase he didnt hurt me this time..

I went upstairs and cleaned myself..i stared at the mirror..i touched my un even hair..good thing my hzir is long so i can still fix it.

Before my mom died as well with my father..my mom used to teach me all about how to cut hairs since i was a curious child..

We were all happy back then..my parents were still here me and taehyung were always happy. Me and taehyung always got eachothers back whenever someone bully us.

I sighed..and started to cut my hair..my hands shaked and tears started to form in my eyes.

I remembered yoongi saying how much he loved how long my hair was..ugh i just fucking hate him. My vision blurried as tears fell once more until i wiped them away.

Yoongi was my friend back then..he was a transferee and he was my only guy friend aside from Hoseok who is in LA with his boyfriend yes boyfriend, so as i was saying..yoongi is my friend back then.

He never left my side, he was always there to preotect me until things changed. He changed.

"Y/n stop thinking about him"i said talking to myself

Morning
I prepared myself for all the beating im getting today. I forgot to cook taehyung some food..i was veryvery tired last night i forgot to cook for him.

I went downstairs "Why didnt you cook me food?!are you trying to starve me so that i can die you bitch?!"i shakes my head "i-im sorry t-taetae.."my eyes widdened "i-i mean taehyung!"he doesnt like it when i call him taetae anymore.

Ever since my parents died everything was messed up.

"Ugh you fucking bitch. You are such a pain in the ass, i hope you fucking die because i dont want to see your face ever again!"he slapped me on my right cheek.

"Taehyung please..stop"i cried hugging him tight "let go of me slut"he pushed me but i hugged him tighter "wheres taetae?"i asked crying "what happened to my older brother taetae?"i asked

Until i heard him crying "he's fucking gone"he psuhed me away pinning me on the wall "d-dont ever talk about that ever again you fucktard"he gripped on my hair he stopped for a bit but continued

He dragged me outside the house and he let go of my hair as he went back to the house slamming the door shut.

I cried covering my mouth..i know he is still sensitive about everything..but ugh

School
I went to school but i didnt my classes..i dont feel like it..so i stayed at the school rooftop..

I leaned my head on the wall