• Bts Angst •

「 bts × reader －1 」

"Y/n look what you've done!"hoseok yelled

"Y/n stop being so dramatic"yoongi said sighing

End of the flashback
I thought yoongi even cared about me..but he doesnt, i thought he was the only one who understands me but he doesnt

I actually thought that yoongi was different, he made me feel so special like i was really his little sister..i thought he was any different but i was wrong. I thought wrong. He was just like them..i shouldn't have agreed to all of this and just stayed back.

I should probably leave..im not needed around here anymore, all i ever was to them is a piece of a shit. I took my phone and my wallet, i wore my jacket and wore my shoes. I stepped out of the house, taking one last look from it..i sighed. I turned around after i closed the door

"I should have done this a long time ago."

Author's POV
Aafter a few days the boys camae back, they obviously regretted leaving y/n alone. When they left they didn't know what they were thinking. Maybe they were just that tired from work?nah there's no ore excuse for what they had done. The damage has been done.

"Y/n?"yoongi called opening the door of her room after he knocked for a few times but no one answered. He furrowed his eyebrows feeling that something was off. At first he didn't really think of the thought that y/n left he just thought that maybe she is still in school but hours and hours has passed and it's already 10pm she's still not home.

He still waited, maybe she's at a friend's house. Because sometime's y/n goes to her friend and sleeps there for the night and she forgot to call. But yoongi felt that this time, something is definitely wrong.

A few days has passed and there was no y/n and the boys cant deny the fact they they are worried sick. They tried finding her after the day they came back, they tried everything. The police even got included from it. But still almost a week has passed still nothing, they still haven't seen or heard anything from y/n.

"Taehhyung, jungkook and jimin. I have something to tell you about your girlfriends"yoongi said, he had enough of it. "hyung this is not the right time to talk about this stuff"

Yoongi started talking, ignoring the fact that the maknae's were frustrated. But after hearing from what yoongi says their eyes went wide. Anger took the best out of them. They finally found out the truth. They thought it was real love, but they were wrong.

A few hours has passed and they took care of the whole money and cheating thing, they obviously left the girls. It was supposedly the best choice for them to do. After being a dumbass maybe they deserved it after all.

"Guys!"the door suddenly opened "i found her!i saw y/n!"the eyes that were so drained and empty lit up as hoseok mentioned her name. They all rushed to him trying to get new informations but hoseok only saw her, and when he did she ran off. It wasn't enough, they wanted to see her. They want her back..they just want y/n to be back home.

"Where could she be at right now.."the boys thought trying to think where could she possibly be. The last time they checked her friend's house but she wasn't there"We can track her?"namjoon blurted out and yoongi slapped the back of his head "i can't believe we just got that thought now!"they all face palmed and tried to get help once more so that they could track her

"this is our only hope"yoongi says praying so dearly, hoping that it could work. A few hours passed and now they finally know where she is. They got ready and rushed to the car. Following the gps they finally saw her.

At an old park, on a swing. There she is, the girl that they have been trying to find for the last two weeks. Yoongi's eyes were filled with tears. He finally saw her. He loved her so much, he wished that y/n knows that. He loved her with all of his heart.

There on a swing, y/n was sitting alone. Swinging back and forth enjoying the cold wind. They knew why she was here. The familiar park was where they before met. It wasn't really that old, it held a lot of memories the boys didn't want to forget, but y/n does.

"y/n!"that familiar voice, that voice that she missed so badly. The voice that she was yearning to hear. She opened her eyes, she was hoping that they weren't there. S he was thinking that maybe this is all just a bad dream. If it is, she wants to wake up.

On the corner of her eye she can see them, she hoped that they would just leave her there. She wasn't ready facing them. She didn't want to see them, or that is what she thought. She lied to her self saying that she doesn't miss them.

She shouldn't, why would she. 'They wouldn't do the same'- she thought. She stood up quickly running away but before she could even do so, something or someone rather held her back. She cried of the thought that maybe this time they really care?she yearns for that feeling of warmth and love. She has been yearning for it for a long time, it was hard holding back.

Jungkook was quick enough to grab her by the arm and pulling her to his embrace "y-y/n i missed you so much, where have you been?!"she felt his tears drenching her shirt when he hugged her so tightly. "P-please just let me go"she begged as she tried to get out from his embrace, but she wanted to hug back so tightly. The thing she was feeling right now was killing her.

"y/n let's go home please"jungkook let go of her but didn't let go of her arm, she felt her tears fell when she heard yoongi's voice. Why did it hurt so much, why did his voice had such as effect to her. "i-i don't want to"she says as her voice cracked. Before she could even protest jungkook has to pull her and convince her to go to the car with them without hurting her.

Y/n's POV
When we got inside the house, they made me sit down on the couch. I avoided everyone, even yoongi through out the whole ride until we made it here. Still avoiding. I didn't talk, i didn't open my mouth. I tried to keep quiet as much as possible. I held myself back from crying.

I know how much they hate it when i cry, they said it was annoying. "y/n please look at me"my heart ached when yoongi sat infront of me, i want to hug him so bad..but no i shouldn't. This isn't right at all.

"I-i should just p-probably leave.."i whispered but enough for them to hear, but before i could even stand up jimin sat beside me preventing me from leaving. I sighed, trying my best to not make any eye contact.

"Youre not leaving"jimin said "were worried sick y/n, where have you been?!something could have happened to you"i furrowed my eyebrows and finally looked at him "why would you even care"i say and i saw yoongi's expression softened when i spoke up "because you're our sister"i blinked and then tears fell from my eyes but i quickly wiped it, yoongi suddenly held my hand but i was quickly to pull it away from him "d-don't touch me"i say almost whispering.

"we are your brothers"jin says as he sat down beside yoongi "and we love you"namjoon speaks "and don't worry about hyujin and the others. We took care if it, they wont be coming here anymore"taehyung says, i looked at him and we made eye contact which i regretted doing so. His eyes was filled with regret?worry?and guilt?

"y/n please"

"were sorry, we love you. You know how much i love you. I promise you that this won't happen agin, just please stay with us and never leave."

"Just stop!"i shouted and stood up as tears fell one by one "stop saying that you love me because i'm sure you don't. Im not your sister, all of you are not my brothers or whatso ever! aren't you guys happy?there will be no more y/n around!there will be no more piece of shit around!"i say almost yelling but stopped when yoongi suddenly embraced me, he hugged me so tight. I was almost melting and so close to hugging him back but i-

"We care about you y/n..i know, i know we said a lot of bad things, i'm truly sorry for what he had done. I know a sorry won't fix everything by now, but trust me...trust us we will make it up you..remember that i will always love you, we love you and we care for you y/n..we just wan't our y/n back."i felt yoongi's tears on my shoulder. "Please don't leave us y/n, we can't live without our baby sister"jimin says as he joined the hug and same with the others.

"w-we need y-you in our life y-y/n."