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lalicemanoban
rosieeeee

rosiepark
liiiiiiiisaaaaaaa

lalicemanoban
rosie can you talk to me now?
im in the middle of a very very very boring family meeting.
my mum and dad are talking about how im "wasting my youth" by helping out with their business? how does that even make sense lmao

rosiepark
well yeah sure ig
but let me just say, I HATE THIS NEW INSTAGRAM UPDATE IT SUCK SUCKS
anyways yeah let's talk :D

lalicemanoban
OMG SAME CAN INSTAGRAM STOP SCREWING UP SHIT FOR ONCE UGH
okay but help
they are talking about sending me to college
uh huge no no im ducking dumb ^
duckjng*
duckinh*
okay i give up this shit always gets me ugh

rosiepark
HAHA
but i believe you aren't thaaat dumb (i hope so) so maybe you gotta try?

lalicemanoban
yeah but the courses are expensive as heck, they aren't free and cost like thousands? that's A LOT-

rosiepark
well then what you gonna do?

lalicemanoban
idk :(
i feel unmotivated to do anything
my life is a lie
my life sucks
i wanna cuddle a panda and sleep in its arms 🐼

rosiepark
...
but dayum girl, go try new stuff :/
or maybe you can go hone your rap skills and stuff? your rap sounded awesome during the talent show and i think that you would sound even more bomb if you went for a proper class and training.
who knows, maybe we'll get into the same company to train :)

lalicemanoban
HAKAJAKAJAJAJ WHAT A JOKE-
but the thing is that we gotta pay fees (sorry money means a lot to a broke kid)
what if i don't do well and remain stupid? then all my parents' efforts will be gone to waste :(
uRGH i thought this shit was over when i graduated high school wHY THE HECK DID PEOPLE CREATE UNIVERSITIES

rosiepark
WOAH WOAH CHILL
but don't worry so much about the results
it's more about the experience you know

lalicemanoban
okayy but
i don't wanna go through high school shit again, i don't wanna make new friends there...
oh my god it's going to be SO scary 😱
i bet $2 that i'll cry on the first day on uni if mum decides to enrol me somewhere...

rosiepark
awh 😭
dw i'll be there for you through text
you can just spam me when you get into a not so fun situation
ACTUALLY YOU KNOW WHAT?

lalicemanoban
WHAT?

rosiepark
hehe should i send you to uni on the first day? like i'll just tag along so that you won't freak out over every single thing you see 😂

lalicemanoban
OMG THAT WOULD BE AWESOME I NEED YOUR LOVE EVERYWHERE I GO😍
but heyy im not a scaredy cat hMph
i bet you are the scaredy cat yourself >:(

rosiepark
W-WELL WE'RE BOTH SCAREDY CATS BUT I CAN IMAGINE YOU SCREECHING IF YOU SEE A LADYBIRD HAHAHAH

lalicemanoban
HEY
YOU MEANIE
HMPH 😤👊
...wait

rosiepark
???

lalicemanoban
i just realised
WE HAVE TO GO FOR EXAMS TO GET INTO A UNIVERSITY?!
NO THE HECK WAY.

rosiepark
well yES
bUT THEN AGAIN YOU'RE PROBABLY A SMART KID SO

lalicemanoban
NO.
I ALMOST FAILED MATH.
MATH SUCKS

rosiepark
OKAY THEN CHOOSE A SCHOOL THAT FOCUS MORE ON ARTS?

lalicemanoban
idk man
omg i don't want to go uni 😭

rosiepark
ahhh you precious little baby don't cryyyy
it's going to be cool and fun in a whole new different environment

lalicemanoban
not.

rosiepark
ok but then you must be positive when trying new stuff 🤩
if not you're gonna be sad 24/7 and that is NO GOOD, okay?

lalicemanoban
well
i guess i'll try my best
but if i fail shit can i rant to you?
...
which means you'll be getting spam

rosiepark
i like ham though
get it? the brand, spam?
HAHAHAHAHAHAH IM SO FUNNY

lalicemanoban
OH MY GOD.
🤦
YOU LAME.

rosiepark
im not, you are

lalicemanoban
no u

rosiepark
you're LAMER

lalicemanoban
LET'S DO PUN CONTEST AGAIN

rosiepark
NOT AGAIN
PLEASE DONT

lalicemanoban
ugh fine :<
um what do we talk about now?
im so awkward ew

rosiepark
omg same
uhh...
oh ya i can't believe we're counting down to friday 😭
i wanna see you uwu

lalicemanoban
has been in my calendar for a really long time now 😔
BUT OH MY GOSH I CANT WAIT
it feels like those ibf meeting videos you see online
omg im getting scared and excited at the same time
what if you're some old man
idk
what am i saying
idk
my brain a bit messed up sia
idk

rosiepark
CALM DOWN IM PANICKING TOO BUT CALM DOWN

lalicemanoban
ok but fr
im afraid that im going to be very very awkward...
i can't take awkward silence well it makes me wanna shout?
omg what do i say to you when we meet?
my brain is getting clogged up with all the possible scenarios that can happen :/
ahh i don't and won't speak well helpp

rosiepark
it's okay im nervous as well
we can find a way to be less awkward together 😉 hahaha

lalicemanoban
ugh go away hmph

rosiepark
:(
fine haha
see you on friday night ❤️

lalicemanoban
you too 💜

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[2/7/19]

wow i was gone for two months did yall miss me haha

sorry for not updating regularly, my school just started yesterday so see you in another two months 😬

just kidding lol

anyways i know this book has been progressing rather slowly but im trying my best to keep it as interesting as possible, so please don't go! my tests are coming up in about three weeks time, but i'll try to update soon :D