Paroxysm

Last

I again let you enter in my life.

I again started your chapter in my life's book.
I again let my self get trapped by your innocence look.

Sorry,  the relation will not be like before.
The words you had said before in my brain are still store.

I have again given you a last chance.
If you let it go,
On you , I will never glance .
When I leave your hand .
You had got to know my value when beside you I always stand  .

I have again given you a last chance to break my trust.
Formally it was broken by you.
For last time , I have collected my trust pieces and join them for you.

Some places are still left to be filled .
Because small pieces I can't find ,
As before when it was broken.
Unfind pieces somewhere for good was taken.
Your innocence spell bounded by you.
Was unbound by you.
Pieces are scattered  .
Soul was shattered .

For the last time, 
I told my heart to believe you.
I again ready my heart, to write the words you will say.
I again ready myself to pay ,
For letting you entering in my realm.
I again fulfill your dream.

But All this is for last :

For you a last chance.
On you a last glance.

Reciting with you a last rhyme.
To get spell bounded by you for a last time.

In my book on you a last chapter.
On life topic with you a last chatter.

Walking with you a last walk.
Speaking with you a last talk.

Beside you a last stand.
Helping you from falling by giving a last hand.

Your chapter in my life's book was titled a ,
" LAST CHANCE ."

Q : What you think about this poem?