I'm pansexual btw! 💖💛💙
And this is a poem I wrote combining all my feelings, fears, sadness, things that I never tell anyone and things that people just don't get.
I hope you enjoy reading this and maybe feel the emotions I put into writing this.
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I wanna be seen.
yet I hide in the dark.
I wanna show skin.
yet I'm afraid they'll see my scars.
I wanna be happy.
but for some reason it feels so hard.
I keep thinking that if I smile,
then someday I'll see the stars.
I wanna hide behind my hair.
yet I wanna cut it short.
I wanna be the person I am.
without being judged, of course.
I wanna hold hands with the girl I love
yet nobody would call 'girls liking girls' love.
I wanna be brave and tell the world who I am.
but I know if I did, it's not like they'd understand.
I want this to be a world where it's not just 'women and men.'
I wanna be happy.
but I don't think I can.
Cause, I wanna live where I don't have to pick sides.
Just cause I'm a girl that doesn't wanna date all guys.
I don't wanna be labeled as a 'freak' or a 'fake.' Just cause I don't fit in with society, these days.
I wanna be loved.
And I wanna be free.
I also wanna be accepted, for being me.
I don't wanna have to keep up a facade and pretend to people that I'm okay. When I'm clearly not and I just lie to their face.
I wanna be truthful.
But of course, I'm afraid.
Cause what if I tell the world and they don't treat me the same?
I'm still the same person I was before, but everything that was once hidden, is now open like a door.
and I know there's nothing to be ashamed of.
But how come in order to be happy, you have to lose everything you love?
~k.w.a.v
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~Unspoken mess~
PoetryI write poems/poetry and just some thoughts that I have. I hope you enjoy them or feel emotions though them. .. My emotions are always all over the place. So you might read some poems that are really happy but then right after you might read one t...
