Am I the one survives?

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Why!
Why am I doing this!
Is this what I really want!
This doesn't make any sense at all!
Everything I'm doing feels forced...
Those girls...
Sayori, Yuri, Natsuki and Monika...
It's like they're real but...
Something isn't right...
I cannot tell although...
It's time to end this once for all.

Walking to school with my bag filled with several supplies, I saw Natsuki over there, waving at me, she seems very happy but for what? Also that she was holding something on her hand, a letter. I let out a weak smile while she gave me a hug, feeling no emotion, we've walk into the building. Class was in session, somehow... students were hardly here which is strange... I ask the teacher about the students but he never say anything as we got back to work... during work, I was getting very sleepy for some unknown reason so I decided to place a book in front of me as if, I'm going to read, I began to sleep.

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T̵̐͜h̸̡̛̞̥͗̐͌ì̷̧̠̤̹̠̃ŝ̶̪̳̈́̊͜ ̷͉̏̑̏i̴̠̭̍s̶̖̦̮͉̓ņ̶̘̻̀̈́̈́͘ͅ'̶͕̖̄͆͛t̸̺̱̃̏̇͐̀ ̵̘̲͑͗ṭ̴͎̠̳̮͑h̷̩̀͐́ẹ̶͑́̐͒̚ ̵̮̠́̿̆̍e̴̙̣̋ǹ̷͍̩̋̈̀d̴͖̜̺̽ ̷̜͓̹͍̮̾̏̏f̸̬̳̞̈́̂͌͑͛o̵̻͆͠r̴̰̠͕̻͉̐̃̈́ ̷̰͚̮̼͒̀̈́́y̶͙͗̐o̶̠͙̫͕̍́̂ͅu̸̹̝̬̤̫͛̌̂͛̆ ̷̡̝͈̤̓͐͜[̴̠̩͇̾̋͂̒F̸̙̀.̷̜̗͙̀̌̓́N̵̟̆]̶̧̑!̵̭̭̂̎̽̽

"Who... are you?"

W̸̗͔̓͋̈́͜h̵̼̠̲͇͊͝o̴̰͍͌͗̾̈ ̷̺̦̪͐̈́̚͠ą̵̣̻͒̚ͅm̴̠̩͍̫̑̃̾́ ̶̜̩͚̆̓I̵͓͆̀͊?̷̡̨͚̱͆̉ ̸̡̿J̵͚͇̋u̵̠͚͎̐̂̍͛s̶͚͉̀̋ͅt̶̙̀̅͋ ̷͕̓̒͠s̵̖̬͎̉o̶̢̝͗̕m̶̳̓e̸̞̪̞̰͆̏ó̴̦̩̩͍̀̈n̵̨̋͆̕ȅ̴͜͝ ̵͈͔̄̈́w̸͚͓̝̺̑̃́́h̴̰͔̺̞̐́ò̵͓̮͇̔̿̕'̵̫͉̿͐̽͝s̷̬͋ͅ ̴̡̯̩̰́͗g̴̞͒͐͂̏o̸͍̅ḭ̵̭͌ṋ̵̡̞͋̈́͆̚g̶̱̰̃̓̑͝ ̶̘̦͎̱̀t̸͔̮͐̕o̶̺͈͈̊̔̕ ̵̺̏̏̐ę̸̽͗͆n̷̩͓̑̚d̶̰́͑́ͅ ̵̬̬͇̝́̓͒y̵̡̫̗͒̾ơ̵̯̻͓̔ṳ̷̂r̸̙̖̟̎̓͝ ̷̲̪͒͒͐͠l̵̼̄̆i̶͈̘̿̂͌f̶̣̱̞̂̽̄͘ė̶̛̛͖̕.̶̢̜̗̿͆̐̇

"My life but what do you mean? Everything feels like a sim-"

N̷͔̜̲̆͋Ö̵̙̺́̒ ̸̨̭̥͊̾̉Į̴̡͋̎T̸̩͊̕'̶̧̱̏̍̓͛Ŝ̸̡̢̛͉̖́̀ ̶͉̬͕̉̕Ń̸̥̓̍Ó̷͇̯̻͂T̶̬̀̉͝!̶͎̱̤̑͂ ̴̧̛͉̆̀͋͜T̷̰͔̫̪̒́̄h̶̗͖̘̗͂̈́̌i̵̩̓s̴̖̹͐ ̷̪̝̆́ẁ̴̨̙̠i̶̠̚l̵̞͉̰͍̏̽͌͌l̶͎̿̀͑ ̶̨̽̆̽b̵̥͒̍ḛ̷̼̙̯̓͝͝ ̴͓͕̗̅t̶͙̥͉̚h̴̻̗̓e̶̲͉̮̞̽́̓ ̷̹͉̍e̷̡̞͋̀̽͒n̴̢̤̥̺̏d̵̠̎̔ ̵͍̦̝̞̏o̶̦̮͈͍̽͝f̶̻̠̐ ̶̥̘͂̇ý̸̼͍̙͌̀o̸̹͈̼͇̔̉̍̽u̷̥̯͇̹͑́,̷̜͈̒̆͒ ̸̱̦̿̉̾h̴̭͎̱̩͆̂̚è̶̘̹̣̆a̸͚͙̫̕͠ṟ̸̛̆͜͝ ̵̺̄̅m̵̬̯͊̊̌ë̷̡͖̯̯́̏͝!̷͗ͅ ̶̞̫͓̾T̴̖̣͉͙̆̈́h̷͇͓̆ē̴̗̜̭r̶̢̧̜̱͌e̸̠̫͇̻͑'̵̢̺̪̽̽̅̚͜s̸̪͉̟̗̊̇̒̈́ ̶͓͛͝ň̵̙͉̕ỏ̷̢̩̦̤̎ ̵̭͌̈́s̸̟̖̾͊̾̕ė̶͈̭̽ͅͅc̶̱̖̙̏ö̵͓̀̕̕ń̵̘͎̞̥ḏ̶̢̀͐͝ ̸̬̍͝c̸͎͎͚̃̒h̴̟͑̄͌͜a̵̦̽n̸̥̤̟͋͗͝c̸̨͇̳̈͑̇͘ė̸̟͈̱̖̄,̷̧̹̻̬̒̌
̴͎̥̹̉͆̃Ỳ̶̡̧͚͌͘̕ȍ̷̡̮̘̪̀͝u̵̩̖̯̣͆̒'̷̢̠́r̴͔̘̬̄͑̽̀ḙ̵͖̈̍̈́̆ ̷̛̟͍̳̘d̶̰̺̘́̓̕͜o̵̠̲̊͋̈́n̴̼̙̼̟̒̍́e̴͎̣̅ ̸̰̈̾͘f̸̘̹͙̈͋ọ̴̗͚͓̉́̍͘ŗ̷̛͑̓ͅ!̸̛̲̽̊̕

"Is that so well... guess well be playing your game for now."

Y̶̡̬͛̋͛̚o̶̪͓͊̅̉̉u̵̘̣̞̅͝'̸͇͆͐l̵̟͆̄l̷͔̭͂̂͜ ̴̹̗͖͗̆͋ŗ̵͔̳͇̒e̶̹̞̎g̴̡̨̬͊͊̋͌r̷̥͎̟̂ḛ̸̖̃͆̇t̷̜̗̞͊̽͘ ̵͎̦͔̂ḯ̷̮̮͌͐͛ṯ̸̯̣̗̎͂,̵͔̥̟̗̇͆͛̏ ̷͇͔̓̌y̶̧͓̺̝͗́͑o̸̧̼̬͓̓u̵̮͔̮͝ ̸̞̬͇̳̉̕h̵̭͆ḙ̸͕͆a̶̞̗͌̐r̸̘̝͂ ̴̯̋̈͐m̸̖͈̠͓̈́̒̊͐e̷͙͊̉̊?̸̊͋͘͜

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