Holding On

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Endless cries in my sleepless nights,
I became your' rose, but you left me to die.
Shimmering wings that I dreamt to have to fly,
But I was forced to crawl on land, hard and dry.

Meeting you became the most realistic thing that ever happened,
But at the same time, a fantasy that immediately melted.
Still the idea of staying to you makes me frightened,
My heart decided this thing that is quite unexpected.

A relationship with no label,
A girl with no level.
Been addicted to you, I became a rebel,
Treasured you like a rare, precious jewel.

You had someone, I stayed.
You got hurt, I prayed.
I tried to move on, in my mind, you didn't fade.
I tried to wreck you, but you still slayed.

4 years had passed but our memories still remains,
It still lasts, It's a feeling I can't explain.
A feeling that was rejected, I shamely proclaim,
"What foolish person am I to still stay?"

But still, I stayed.
I chose to stay on the place where you layed.
I tried to forget the sins you were supposed to pay,
I stayed because of the thought that you're gone, makes me afraid.

The time has come, my love.
To free you out of your cage, just like a dove.
But my love for you is not something
to easily get rid of,
So note that I'll always be here, waiting until the skies fall from above.

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