Love is love (xfactor)

17: Simon🖤

Today was Thursday and we had rehearsal at 8! I am so tired, it is currently 7:30 am! I didn't get much sleep last night because i was up worrying about how today will go with Simon and how it's to early to love Louis

I am worrying so much about this

Me and Louis are just going to stay behind when everyone else leaves.

I got out my bed and put on my adidas tracksuit, i tied my hair up and wore no makeup, i put on white adidas shoes and then i left to go downstairs! I was so tired

I sat on the sofa and closed my eyes

"Are you tired R?" Jon asked and sat next to me, i nodded and put my head on his shoulder and he wrapped his arm around me, obviously only like a brother though!

"Why are you so tired" Jon asked

"I was up all night i got no sleep!" I said and groaned

"We need to get going Reags, sorry sissy!" He said and he stood up and helped me up

"Thank you" i said and i got in my uber with the girls, they all smiled

"Hi Raegs!" Shan said

"Hello" i said exhaustedly

"Why are you so worn out!" Scar asked

"Had a bad sleep, I'm too worried about today" i said and they nodded

"It will go find i promise!" Molly said and hugged me, i hugged her back

We soon pulled up to the studio and went to the cafeteria, i went straight to get coffee! I needed it, then i got what i usually get to eat!

Hopefully this would wake me up a little bit! I ate my breakfast and drunk my coffee and i was now a little more awake

"Everyone in the arena please!" One of the workers said and we all got up and walked through and took a seat, we just went same order as yesterday

Today was with the back-round as well, a proper rehearsal but without our clothes on

When i was up i went on the stage and sung the best i could. Im so tired but i cant lack anything i need to do my best.

I sung my heart out, i did it a couple times until i got told i could sit down, as i was walking to sit down Louis smiled at me, reassuring me, he knows how worried i am. I smiled and nodded.

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When we were done rehearsal the girls were about to leave, Molly came over and hugged me

"Good luck, it will be fine, don't be too long!" Molly said and i nodded

"Thank you Mols, love you" i said and smiled at her

"Love you too" she said then walked away

Louis came over to me and told me to follow, he took me to his dressing room

"Are you ok?" He asked and i nodded

"We need to do it at some point!" I said and he pecked my lips

He then hugged me and i hugged him for a while we then left

We walked to Simons office my heart pounding, i need him to be okay with it, Louis knocked on the door and we held him yell to come in, we both walked in

"Ah louis, Raegan, hello" he said

"Hi Simon we need to talk to you!" Louis said nicely

"I already know what you are going to say!" Simon said and i gave him a confused look