a damaged girl

facetime call ended

I used to stay up
until the sun rose
talking to you,
seeing your face

we used to talk about
everything
and
nothing
until the sun shone
on our face

you kept me up
all night,
laughing
until my stomach
hurt

you were the
first
and
last
thing I saw
in the morning
and
at night

I spent so much time
with you,
it felt weird
when you weren't there

I didn't care
if I was
sleep deprived
because I was
talking to you

and that
made me so
happy

unfortunately,
sooner or later
the call would have
to end
and sooner or later
we did
too.