• Bts Angst •

「 jimin －2 」

I saw how she flinched and how she was shaking

My hands were curled up into a fist and my eyes were red and puffy from crying too much

I looked at her "please y/n.."but she left

She left me..

End of the flasback
Jimin stood up dropping the paper and running outside trying to find y/n

"Y/n!"he finally saw her

She was crossing the road so he followed her "y/n wait!"he stopped before crossing the road since y/n already crossed the road

Y/n heard someone yelling her name so she turned around

But the time she turned around it was jimin running to her but then when he looked to he left he noticed that there was a truck beside him

And before he could move quickly the truck already hit him and he rolled over the truck

"Jimin!"y/n panicked and quickly ran to jimin

"Shit jimin!"she dropped her things and ran to him while the truck stopped and the guy who was driving went out of his truck

"Shit shit shit"

"Don't fvcking stand there!call the ambulance!"y/n screamed at the guy who hit jimin

The guy quickly moved and called the ambulance "j-jimin"she grabbed his hand and looked at him with teary eyes

"T-the ambulance i-is on i-its w-way"y/n stuttered with shaking hands not knowing what to do

She noticed that jimin's eyes were closed and there was blood on his body and on his head since the hit was pretty hard

"J-jimin wake u-up please"she begged

Hospital
Y/n held his hands crying,hoping,praying that he would wake up

After the incident jimin hasnt been waking up but he was still alive

The doctor said that he was in a coma

"I'll be here waiting jiminie..i promise i will be here for you until im gone.."y/n whispered looking at jimin who was peacefully sleeping

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Everyday she prays and she hopes that he would wake up

Everyday after school she would go to the hospital to see him and sometimes his friends go with her or she would come there see that they were already there

They already apologized for everything they had done and y/n forgave them

She would stay by his side until visiting hours are over..she would play their favorite songs

"And i still want you.."y/n smiled finishing the song

And the song was originally made by jimin(kunwari langgg)

It was always their team song and they always sing it together

She waited and waited until 3 weeks has passed and y/n was getting weaker and weaker

But she stayed and never left his side

Because she promised

"Jimin..i think this is going to be the last time im seeing you..but if ever i can still make it..i will try to visit you as soon as possible.."y/n closed her eyes

Her elbow was resting on the side of the bed while she was holding jimins hands and it was on her cheeks

While her eyes were closed she was crying...

Because she knows that she will never see him again..if jimin was awake he would probably be very worried because y/n looked very pale and her lips were pale too

"Jimin.."y/n whispered tightly holding his hands "i love you...remember that jimin, i will always love you and i will never stop loving you.."she cried

She stood up and lightly kissed him on the lips

She pulled her self away as she slowly let their hands unintertwine

She placed the letter on the small table beside him

"Bye jiminie.."she opened the door and saw the others waiting for her

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Jimin's POV
"Jimin..i love you..remember that jimin,i will always love you and i will never stop loving you"

I recognize that voice..but why do i feel that this is the last time im going to hear her voice

And suddenly i felt a small kiss on my lips..it is her

"Y/n?!"i tried shouting but nothing came out from my mouth

I tried opening my eyes but they wont open and they stayed closed

I want to see her..

"Y/n..please i want to see you"

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"Jimin your awake!"my eyes were still blurry but i know that it was my friends were the one who's shouting

"Jimin, your awake"yoongi hyung says smiling from ear to ear

"Oh my goodness kim taehyung i told you to call the doctor!"namjoon hyung yelled "but jiminie is awakee!"taehyung whined

"That's the point he's finally awake and we need the doctor to check on him so go"jin hyung joined and finally taehyung gives in and pulled jungkook with him to call the doctor

I chuckled but then i remember something "wait"everyone looked at me but they were still laughing and smiling

"Wheres y/n?"and suddenly all of them stayed quiet and they suddenly became serious

"Guys where is y/n?"i asked "here"hoseok hyung handed me a letter

I looked at them before opening it

Dear Jiminie,
So umm how do it start this?well if your reading this right now then probably im already gone. If your wondering why im gone..well its because i have a tumor, im ill jiminie. Im really really sorry for the trouble i caused,it was all my fault why your in that situation right now. If it wasnt for me then you should have been okay and you shouldnt have been in a coma..Sorry if i said that i dont love you and i cheated on you..its all a lie jiminie, when the boys saw me with a guy it was my brother..they thought that i was cheating on you, well they saw me with my brother two times and yeah they thought that i was cheating on you..the reason i told you that i dont love you and i cheated its because i know that im gonna die soon and theres no point on saying the truth because imma die soon..ugh im just sorry for everything,sorry if i hurt you so bad..im sorry for everything but all in all remember jiminie even if im gone i will always be there beside you and help you..and remember that i will always love you and i will never ever stop loving you park jimin♡

Yours Truly,
Y/n

I felt my eyes sting and after reading the letter the tears finally fell from my eyes

Why does it have to be like this..