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↭ epistolary & narration
↭ wanna one series # 7
↭ date started (07/14/18)
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#1 in parkjihoon (09.05.18)
Kinabukasan, dali-dali akong bumyahe papuntang Masan. Sabi kasi nila Woojin, umuwi ng Masan si Jihoon. They gave me a sketch naman kung paano makarating sa bahay nila Jihoon.
Kahit 6 hours ang byahe, kahit abutin ako ng ilang oras, wala na talaga akong pake. Gusto kong makita si Jihoon.
It's time to break the cycle of double standard! Hindi palaging yung lalaki ang humahabol, lalaki ang laging nageeffort. Mali yon.
After solid 6 and a half hours of traveling, nakarating na rin ako sa wakas sa bahay nila Jihoon.
Huminga ako ng malalim bago nag doorbell.
Ilang minuto lang, bumukas yung gate at bumungad sa'kin ang kagigising lang na si Jihoon. Halatang nagulat siya nung makita niya ako.
"F-faye? Anong ginagawa mo dito?"
"Jihoon, I love you."
"H-ha?" Gulat niyang tanong.
"I love you and I'm sorry. Sorry kasi ang sama sama ko sa'yo. Sorry kasi pinapahirapan kita lagi. Sorry kasi lagi nalang ikaw yung nageeffort, kaya ako andito ngayon."
"Sana inantay mo nalang ako makabalik? Hindi yung pinagod mo pa sarili mo."
"I don't care about myself, Jigoo. Tsaka ayoko nang tumagal 'to, di na kaya ng konsensya ko."
"Ano ka ba, okay lang yo'n. Di naman ako nagtatanim ng galit. Tsaka..."
"Tsaka?"
"Pwede pakiulit yung una mong sinabi?"
"Alin do'n?"
"Faye naman. Alam kong alam mo kung ano yung tinutukoy ko."
I smiled, gosh I love this man so much.
"I love you and I'm sorry for pushing you away. I realized na I've been so stupid for denying my feelings for you from the very start. Kasi my heart knew that from the very beginning, it's you. Kaya ako andito Jihoon, I want you to know that I love you. I was never your hater, sorry if I made you feel like that. Nagpalamon ako sa pagiging denial ko, pero kahit ayokong aminin sa sarili ko noon, you're the reason why I'm smiling everyday. Thank you for being patient. Now, you made me realize that you are really worth loving for. I love you, Jihoon. So damn much. And wala na akong pake sa label label na yan. As long as I'm with you, I'm okay."
He smiled.
He smiled!
"Di mo alam kung gaano ako kinikilig ngayon." He chuckled, "Sorry kung naseen lang kita, hindi ko kasi alam kung paano ako aamin sa'yo, wala eh, torpe eh. Tsaka kung masaya ka nang kasama mo ako, then bakit hindi pa natin gawing official? At tsaka, matagal naman na akong nanliligaw sa'yo. And yung I love you mo, I'll take that as a yes."
"Wait. Nanliligaw ka ba?"
"Faye naman!"
"Bakit? Eh hindi mo naman nilinaw sa akin na nililigawan mo ako."
"Ganyan ka ba?" Sabi niya sabay pout. I cupped his face
"What did I do to deserve someone like you?" I said.
"Gusto kita tanungin ngayon."
"Ng?"
"Faye, tayo na ba?"
I smiled, "I think there's no reason kung bakit ako magno-no kaya, yes. Tayo na, Jihoon."
"I love you Faye."
"I love you too, Jigoo."
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8:39 pm
Park Jihoon is with Faye Lee Just now
it's official, she's mine :) ❤️
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