Adriana's Notebook

Chapter 12

I am super sorry guys for not updating but I had a bit of writer's block and lack of inspiration to write but I hope you guys do enjoy this chapter and I am sorry if it is not what you guys are expecting 🙈

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18 September

It has been a month since Alexander and I got 'engage', and that was the reason for dinner. So Alexander could propose to me in front of witnesses and so that Xavier and Oliver knew that this was real.

After that it was wedding planning. We did alot but there is still much to do. The venue was chosen, menus were created, dresses were selected as well as suits. The flowers and guest list were made up.

This wedding was happening next month and we were still behind on how to expose Oliver.

Ever since the engagement was announced, security was tight. My bodyguards had increased by two as well as the security of the building.

I should be excited for my 'wedding' but I was not. I couldn't help but think of Xavier and how another woman was riding him when I supposed to be the only one. I kept on thinking about his words... whatever I do, it is all for you...

What the hell?! So him fucking with my heart is supposed to be a good thing?! I was furious and sadly Rinaldo had chosen the perfect time to be around me.

"What is wrong Adri?" He asked concerned and I snapped.

I began ranting about everything and Rinaldo looked like he was regretting asking me what was wrong.

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After a good few minutes of ranting to Rinaldo I finally stopped.

"Well that was a good 5 minute explanation of what was wrong." Rinaldo laughed and I couldn't help but laugh as well.

Once our laughter subsided, he spoke up. "I understand what you are going through but it is just for a little while until we find out what the fuck Morreti is planning."

I sighed. "I know... but I miss him..." I felt the tears well up and I hated it.
"I know you do Adri." He smiled softly and hugged me.

I hate it that I am crying so easily. I never cried before. I hate it that I am crying for a guy and I let him affect me so much.

Look at what you did me Xavier...

"I know you do Adri." He smiled softly and hugged me. I felt warm and protected in his embrace and that is why I love having them as my older brothers.

Ricardo walked in and frowned at me. "We going to be late for your dress fitting thing. Hurry up!" He scolded and pulled me up from my seat on the couch.

"I don't want to go..." I whined but he just huffed and nudged me towards the door.

I sighed, knowing that I was not going to win this and walked out the door.

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"The dress will be ready in 3 weeks." The designer said informed, not once looking up from his sketches of the dress.

"The wedding is 5 weeks. We need the dress before that." Leandro said while pinching the bridge of his nose.

He was annoyed and everyone in the room knew it. From the 5 of us, Leandro and I has my father's short temper but Leandro's temper is way worst than mine.