I Need You Now |Jorbyn Messon| {Fanfic} Updating In Progress

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I woke up the next morning and I Jack about to walk out the door when he saw me wake up he walk up to me and say down

"Where were you yesterday Corbs" he said

"Jonah" I said

"I thought he didn't want to see you" Jack said

"I know but I want to apologize to him and he um h-he" I said almost broke down about what happened between me and Jonah

"He what" jack said

"Me and him made out and h-he said h-he did that because h-h-he didn't know what to say when I said i love h-him he just did it to make m-me h-hap-py and he said h-h-h-he never l-l-lo-ve-Love m-me" I said trying not to cry but I was to late tears came out of my eyes

"Well you did make out with his boyfriend" Jack said

" I didn't me-mean to h-he said they broke up! I LOVE him j-jack can't you see I didn't mean to" I said sobbing harder

"Look Crobyn I know you love him but he need some time alone okay" Jack said

I look at him and ran out the room. I look around and saw the edge of a roof I want to end my life so badly I mess everything up I fuck up Jonah love life and I almost kill Jack and now my mom and dad hate me I ran to the edge and look down it was a long way down.

"I c-can't do anything r-right in my fucking l-life" I cried and close my eyes

Jonah

I was walk upstairs and saw something that I never thought I would see ever I saw Corbyn by an edge of the roof I ran over there and it was to late he jump ...................off. I was dumbfounded for what happened to him. Was it because of me? Did I make him do this? Did I make him feel lost? Did I make him feel nothing but hurt? My mind was run through thoughts like that. I ran downstairs and ran to my old form and saw Jack, Zach, and Daniel standing there

"You guys Corbyn jump of the roof" I said

" n-no he didn't he would never to t-this" Zach said

"He did" I said

"What did you do Jonah"Jack said

" what happened yesterday between you and Corbyn " he said

"I... We kiss and ........... and then I told him to get out he look at me confuse and sad then I said I did that because I didn't know what to say when you said you love me I just did it to make you happy I never love you" I said looking down

"Jonah! What the fuck he didn't do it Justin did he fucking kiss him! He did this because of you he Love you!" Daniel yelled

"I he Love me" I said

"Yes" Daniel said

"Now he gone and he wrote this to you and a song for you because he Love YOU" he said handing me a paper that said SkyScraper by Corbyn Besson

Sky's are crying I am watching
Catching tears drop in my hand only silent that is in me like you never had a chance do you
Have to make me feel like there's nothing left of me

'Cause you can take everything I have and you can break everything I am
Like a made of glass like a made of paper and go on and try to bring me down

And I will be rising from the ground like a SkyScraper like a SkyScraper as a hopeless I am waking and the time to you from me Will it make you feel better to watch me while I bleed

Form a window still are brokin' and I standing all to feet cause you can take everything I have you can break everything I am like a made up glass like a made up paper go on a try to bring me down

And I will be rising form the ground like a SkyScraper like a SkyScraper like a SkyScraper mmhmmmhmmm

- You have everything Jonah but I know you hate me for what I did to you I'm sorry for distorting your life I'm sorry for making every moment worst for you I'm sorry for being there when you don't need me.

~Corbyn Besson 💔
I look at it and cried he thought I didn't want him near me or with me. So he end his life because he thought I didn't like him at all.