HAZE OF HOPELESSNESS

Chapter Eleven

Yasmeen Pov

Amaar,am just 1month, 3 weeks pregnant so chill, i said leaking my already melt ice cream as i sat on the dining, Amaar sitting next to me

Yeah i know but still, why am i working then? To spoil my little baby and my queen, he said smiling and i could see nothing but a fatherly love toward his unborn child

Okay okay, as you wish but please, don't forget to get me some ice cream and chocolate, i said looking at my already finish ice cream. Also, get me some grapes please, i added

Don't worry, he will buy the whole shop for you, aunty Rukky said coming downstairs which make us to chuckle

You two love birds are here, Amaar don't you have work to do? She asked sitting opposite me

The work can wait, wanna spend some time with my wife, or should i go baby? He ask, winking at me. God, this guy will be the death of me

Am not stopping u, you can go, right aunt, i said playing along

Ouch, it hurt baby, he said placing his hand on his chest, which make me to roll my eyes. I need to go Abeedah but ,i.. i mean i will.. will be back soon, he said choking on each word, my brain did a 360 degree turn ,my heart beat increase, the name i wanted to hear for so long, the name that is just like a curse to this house is been mentioned and to top it, not from anyone but from Mr Amaar Ahad, my husband, he look at aunt then me, he wanted to say something but no words came out from his mouth . I could hear my heart beat, i don't know whether to call it jealousness or what but i don't care cause no woman will like to hear her husband calling her with another woman name but still, i was curious to know about this Abeedah

Who is she?

I will soon be back ,take care of her aunt, bye baby, he said pecking me before disappearing into the tiny air

Who is she? I ask sternly

Yasmeen..

Aunt, you call me your daughter right, i ask, which she answered by nodding. Then tell me the truth, who is Abeedah?

She is Amaar first wife but she is late. Abeedah was a lovely daughter in-law. She is such an obedient and a very religious lady who has many hidden story behind that her pretty smile, aunt said, choking at each word. But then, the unexpected happened. The unwanted, the inevitable took her away, Death. She died when she was 2month pregnant, aunt said wiping away her tears

But what..

Guess who is here, Ahmed said interrupting our conversation

It uncle Ahmed, i said which make us to chuckle. Hey brother in-law, i said waving at him

Hey sister in-law, he said waving back. How is our small baby doing? Hope the baby isn't giving you headache? , he ask sitting next to aunt

More than headache. I wish ur bro can help me carry it, i said pointing at my tommy

Haha, remind me to tell him when his back. Lemmi go shower up, am tired, he said heading toward his room

Do you love him? Aunt ask out of the blur

Huh? I ask, pretending not to understand what she mean

Amaar, u love him? She ask again

Uhmm, i let out a sigh. I don't know aunt, maybe i do but am scared, i don't want to be hurt, not that i don't trust him but am just scared, do you think i should give him a cha..

Yasmeen, Amaar said interrupting me as he walk in and sat beside me. I know it hard for u to trust me and i know it isn't ur fault but dear, since the day u set foot inside the doorstep of this house, I wrote my life in ur name, my soulmate. I never know how to live since Abeedah left me but since u came, i got to know how to live. My world has become decorated and beautiful. My soul is only connected with u, you live inside me. Every moment in my life, i want to plunge into happiness and swim in my love for u. I want to walk along with you on every path, be it good or bad. Mrs Yasmeen Amaar Ahad, will u give i, Amaar Ahad the key to ur heart, to love u with all of me, he said and that moment, that hour, that minute, that second, i feel like shouting ,shouting to the whole world, shouting for them to know how happy i am, how completed i feel, and after so many years, i felt wanted, i felt the feeling of love, a love so deep than the ocean itself

Tears roll down my face, but not the pale face but the chubby one. I cried out of joy. Indeed, he said "verily, with every difficulty ,there is relief "

Hey Yasmeen, am sorry if I hurt u with my words, he said wiping away my tears with his soft hands. Ya salam, how can a man hand be soft?

No no, u didn't hurt me, there tears of joy, i said as he engulf me in a hug which make me feel completed as i hug him back

I love u, he whispered into my ear

I love u too, i said shyly

Am hungry, he said as i pull away

Me too. Wait, where is aunt, i ask

We need privacy so she left, he said with a wink which make me to blush

Lemmi.. He was still talking when we heard the door bell

One minute baby, he said and went to check on whoever it was

After 10minute and no sign of Amaar, i decided to check on him

Amaar yo.. I was about to say something but what i saw make me to lose my voice as I flinch in fair. I wish i can just disappear as i almost wet my pant

Hy everyone. Am here with another chappy. So what did u all think about it ??

OMG, i never knew Amaar is this romantic.

What was the reason behind Abeedah death?

And why was yasmeen so scared when she went to check up on Amaar?

Well, stay tuned for the next chapter

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