HAZE OF HOPELESSNESS

Chapter four

Yasmeen POV

It been one month since i got married to Amaar but still, everything is still the same

Have been trying to figure out who is Abeedah but no one speaks about her

Today, am going to my parent house which am very happy about

I stand in front of the mirror, with my towel, trying to apply some cream to my body when Amaar enter without notification

I stood there like a statue because it was too late to cover myself

What wrong, Amaar said moving closer but it was as if cat cut my tongue

Am not going to hurt you dear, he said hugging from the back as i could feel his breath on my back. He took me in a bridal way to the bed ,I don't know either to be happy or not, it was just a mix feelings

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Amaar POV

My marriage life is going smoothly as i always want it to be. Controlling my wife and yeah, am doing so

I was in my office with my friend, Waleed

I must say, you are still the same Amaar you were before, thought your wife will change you

Haha, she can't even dare it, i mean no one in this world can change me, not even a woman

I trust you man but i must say, you got a beautiful wife

Yeah i know but who cares

I do, in case you are tired of her, am here, want to have a taste too

Haha, are you for real

Yeah, can't afford to miss her

Don't worry, you must surely have a taste, it a promise ,I said grinning

Trust you man. Have to get going

Yeah, have to pick up something from home too I said standing up

The house was quite so i went upstairs myself to go get some files

I enter the room only to see my so called wife with towel, and i must say, Waleed is right

Amaar, don't miss this opportunity, try to be romantic i said to myself

Hell no, i don't have any protection with me ,i added and turn to walk away but couldn't so i turn back and start moving closer

I hugged her from the back and start inhaling her sweet humra. I took her to bed and lay her down. I was about to have my way when she broke the romantic moment

Amaar, am scared, please don't do it she said crying

I won't hurt you dear, I promise and before she could reply, I zip up her mouth with mine and her lips were so soft and small

Tears was flowing freely from her eyes but who cares, i still have my way

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Fareedah POV

It Yasmeen that is coming for goodness sake, it not the president

Whatever, you can say anything you want

Ugh, as you wish then

What going on here

Yaya, Dan Allah talk to mum, she have been making varieties of food all in the name of Yasmeen

She have to, it been long since Yasmeen step foot inside this house ,yaya said

Mubarak, why are you explaining it to her, she is just jealous, better...

Auta, yaya,mum, a family voice said and guess who it was, it was my sis, Yasmeen

Sis,i said shouting and ran to hug her, followed by yaya then mum

Don't break you leg old woman, am still fit and young that why i ran okay, i said to mum and we all chuckle

Auta, you will never change. Can i enter please, Yasmeen said teasingly

So sis, how have you been, and how is the marriage life treating my sis, yaya ask

Alhamdulilah, Yasmeen said but i know she is lying

What of...

You both should allow her to eat first mana, is it an interview, mum said interrupting me

Ya Allah, am the auta but they never pampered me, gosh, i said

I was so happy to see my sis again. We had lunch together and talk a little before i drag her to our room

Actually we have separate rooms but after the incident that change her life forever, she have to pack to my room

So tell me, do you like your new home, i ask her hoping for her to tell me the truth

Yeah. When are you starting your exams, she said trying to change the topic

Sis, tell me the truth, is Amaar just like dad?

You are crazy, ofcox no. So tell me, how is everything going on here since I left, she said trying to change the topic again

I saw Amaar, with a girl, holding her waist and laughing. Sis,Amaar is cheating on you,his just like dad

I know, she said to my utmost surprise. Amaar isn't who we think he is. Since i step my foot to that house, i never knew happiness or joy, his just like dad, he abuse me both physically, emotionally and sexually

He rape me on our first night, fareedah my husband rape me on our first night, she said crying. He always rape me and beat me up . Now it not only daddy scars but also Amaar scars in my body

Inalilahi wa'ina ilahi rajuhun, fareedah said crying

And not only him, even his mum, she always find fault in everything i do and abuse me.

Enough is enough, i think it high time we put an end to this abuse, because you are a woman doesn't mean you don't have a voice

What are you trying to do, sis ask me nervously

Am going to that man we call our father, Amaar must divorce you no matter what

No no, please don't do that. Promise me you won't even tell mum or anyone about this, please

But..

No, just promise me please, she said crying and kneeling down

But sis.

No but, don't worry, am going to be fine, remember, Allah is always with the patient

Yeah, Am sorry, i said hugging her and crying together

It was time for her to live so she clean up her face and apply a little makeup so that no one will notice she cried

Yaya decided to drop her off so i decided to follow them. We decided to stop in an ice-cream shop to get some ice cream when we saw Jamil so i hold sis hand tightly, assuring her that am with her

Am here with another chapter cuties but who is Jamil? What connection does he have with fareedah and Yasmeen? Well, stay tune for the next chapter

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