HAZE OF HOPELESSNESS

chapter 8

Amaar POV

I sat down in the garden, hoping and wishing that she had miscarriage

I don't care about anyone so why the fuck do i need a baby? I mean only responsible people are the ones who wish to have babies not me

I wish i can just kill her once and for all just like i killed the first one but this girl is just like a spirit

I was restless so i went inside. No one was in the parlor which means they are upstairs so i head there

Tell me my baby is okay, tell me, i heard Yasmeen innocent voice

Shh, your baby is okay, calm down, the Doctor said as i entered the room

Don't you dare come closer to me, Yasmeen said crying as i step closer

If i do what are you going to do huh, i said moving closer as she stand up from the bed forcely

Amaar let that girl be, let her be, aunty Rukky said

Aunt tell him not to touch me, tell him not to touch me, am going to kill you if you come any closer, i will kill you, Yasmeen said stepping back

Shut your god damn mouth, i said pulling her long hair

Amaar stop it, fareeda said crying and shouting on top of her voice

You bastard, let go off me, Yasmeen said pushing me as i hit my back on the wall

She took the glass jug on the side drawer and broke it. I knew she can't do anything so i step closer to her as i boil in anger

Do you think am scared huh? No one dare challenge me, not even you, so it best you keep that glass down i said trying to pull her hair again only to be stab with the glass by her

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Yasmeen POV

I hate you, i will never forgive you, my lord will never forgive you, he will never forgive you, i said as i sat in one dark corner of the room, hugging myself, feeling hopeless, feeling useless, feeling worthless. All i need was someone to free me, free me from this pain, free me from my past and present that is making me insane, i was broken, on each breath, i choke. I don't know either to feel guilty or not for stabbing him

Yasmeen, say something, sis say something please, Fareeda said to me but i couldn't utter anything

I will never forgive you if my son die, mum said crying

We don't have time for that, let rush him to the hospital, Ahmed said

You need to go to the hospital too, you aren't feeling ok, mummy A said as she and Fareeda help me to get up

We sat in front of the ICU. I couldn't say anything nor did anyone expect mum who was crying and cursing me all the time

Welcome officer, mum said and all of us turn to look at the direction

Here she is, she said pointing at me. She stab my son, she must be punish, she added

Madam, you are under arrest for attempting murder, the man said while i just stood up and allow him to handcuff me

No no, he raped her, she is lying, Yasmeen say something, tell them the truth, sis talk, Fareeda said shaking me

Sister, this not a police case, please don't allow them to take her, mummy A said

Mum, you know she is innocent, and she is pregnant again, they ca...

You all shut up, officer take her away, mum said and i walk away with them

Yasmeen say something, officer she is pregnant, you can't take her away, i heard different voices but i didn't even utter a word rather i followed them.

Lock her up, one of the officer said

Get in, one of them said pushing me inside. I sat down in the floor. I was left with no one to talk to, only my blackened heart to feel. I wanted to shout, to scream but i don't have a voice. My soul is left in the darkest void without a single choice.

Hopelessness was swallowing me,for all my life, i have been it victim. I have always managed to hold on. It is hard to explain how this heart feel

Yasmeen, Yasmeen, don't worry, we are here okay, we won't allow anything to happen to you, Fareeda said squatting down together with my mum, mummy A and mummy R

What have i done to deserve this life, what have i done, i said crying as i hug my self tight wishing to feel some warmth

Mum i don't wanna leave again, i wanna die, this world isn't for me, i cant bear the pain again, i said crying out all the pain

You know what, just allow them to kill me, yeah i killed Amaar i kill him with myself, let me be kill too, these world is too cruel, it not meant for girls like us, Fareeda run away from home okay, go far away from this planet if not they will destroy your life cause you are a girl, i said crying uncontrollably

💔💔💔.. Yasmeen 😭😭,the pain is too much, she is just 19years old for heaven sake😭😭💔💔.. But will Amaar survived? They didn't said anything about him, i hope he survived😂😂, chill cuties, you know ,he might change.

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