https://youtu.be/tIDnKiJ_oZM
You must watch this to understand the story it's the texts between Tom and Tord that lead to the situation they are in now
20 minutes after the texts Tord hears a knock on his door
He opens it and Tom basically tackles him "TORD!! I LOVE YOU!!"
It took a lot to make Tord speechless but he was definitely speechless for a few seconds as he looked up at Tom. "What?" It wasn't that he hadn't heard him, but it caught him by surprise to actually hear the words being said. There was definitely a blush on his face and his expression was caught between disbelief and a sort of half smile.
( Tord by: )
Tom kissed Tord's chest clinging onto him. "I wouldn't have come back if I didn't." He smiles for a moment before his smile drops. "I hope you can forgive me for leaving you before..." he looks into Tord's eyes
Tord looked back into Tom's eyes then it hit him. He was mad as hell. Tom had abandoned him. "You abandoned me. Like I was nothing. " his eyes fill with rage
"I-I'm sorry p-please forgive me!" Tom starts to cry and gets off Tord. "I-i didn't mean t-to abandoned you I just thought it was best I leave...."
"You were all I had! All my happiness! My love! My only freedom! Then you leave me like we were nothing! Like it was all a game to you!!!" Tord's eyes have tears in them he's pissed and sad. He tried to not realize the really of it for a long time. But now that he knew Tom way alive and ok. He had to accept that he had been abandoned. "Din feans rompeslikker"
Tom had no idea what Tord meant in the second part but knew Tord was pissed Bc when Tord gets pissed he can't English. "I'm sorry I didn't mean to hurt you...I thought I was a burden I thought all I did was cause you pain..."
Tord realized Tom only had the best intentions even if they ended up only causing the both of them pain. He took a deep breath and just fell to his knees crying Tom pulled him close and held him
Tom was the only one Tord had told about his fear of abandonment then Tom abandon him but Tord knew about Tom's insecurities and didn't put his all into helping Tom Tord started to feel like this was all his fault when really it wasn't
They spent at least two holds on the ground Holding each other. After that Tord carried Tom to the couch and the cuddled till they fell asleep from crying to the point of exhaustion. Tom's last thought was 'it feels so right to be back in Tord's arms'
The end
