16.7.18

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"She feared the monster under her bed ,
Little did she know it hid within.
Always accompanying her each and every step."

Like always it begins
The Clawing inside , disturbing as ever.
My heart and brain
Gnashing, colliding , fighting together.

Don't let it control. Keep this madness at bay.

Gruesome thoughts without knocking invade.
Screams wishing to be freed
Unexplainable harsh reactions.
Tears of despair.

Confusion
Too much of it unleashed,
pumping wild in my veins.

Why are you doing this ? Why angry ? What's with these tears ?

Everyday.
Every moment.
No rest allowed .
A break never truly given.

What's up with me ?

Like always it begins ,
Same start.
Haphazards following.

A clock ticking
Demons Clawing within
Brainwashed , idle anger possess.
Then, inside-out I come unraveled.

And oh how horrific it always ends.

//16.7.18// I don't even know if this makes sense. Because to me , like my emotions , it doesn't. //

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