Her

20 | Long Way Home

Hello, it's been awhile :)

JENNIE

"Oh my god," Jimin breathes out beside me after he reaches his climax.

To be honest, it wasn't bad but it wasn't fantastic either. I'm not complaining about his aptitudes in bed. Jimin is great. That's why I should only focused on him, and only him. However, it seems like she wants to haunt my sexual life. She keeps bickering my mind. I can still hear her voice when she called my name, and recalled her face full of disgust.

Does she know about Jimin and I ?

"You told them ?" I ask him while looking at the ceiling of his room.

He decides to stay silent. I sigh and turn my head towards him. The look in his eyes means everything. They know. Lisa knows, and I'm screwed.

"I'm sorry."

"No one's supposed to know about this ! She's her, damn it Jimin ! She could use our deal to ruin my reputation starting with my position as President of the Student Council. Do you realize how much you fucked up ?" I scold him and grab my pants and underwear and drawer on the floor.

Once dressed, I got up from his bed and glare at Jimin. I trusted him, but he's just like the other guys I guess, always bragging about his conquests in front of everyone to make him look cooler.

"You never give me her name. I thought she was the good friend of Taehyung and Yoongi. Look, I'm sorry but you could have told me she was the bitch that beat you up." he approaches me, and holds my chin to make me look at him straight in the eyes. "If I knew earlier, I wouldn't be nice to her."

I slap his hand, and take a few step back.

"I don't care if you're nice to her or not. All I care about is that you don't split our deal to every human you've met, but I guess it was too hard to keep it secret, huh ?"

"I'm so so sorry--"

"I'm in deep shit because of you. Do you understand or am I talking in french ?"

"We can avoid judgements if we date. Sex is fine when it comes to two people going out together !" he declares and gives me a small smile.

"I'll go talk to her and fix everything."

"What if she doesn't listen to you ?" he asks me, dumbfounded.

"Trust me, she'll listen to me."

"I have a feeling that she won't. You and I, it can work if-"

I cut him off.

"I thought I made it clear, " I say and close my eyes. It all started with one-night stand, this, all of this, shouldn't have happened. I have made a mistake, a huge mistake, and now I'm losing a good friend. I open my eyes, and look at him, "I belong to no one."

"Jennie, please. What is wrong with the dating thing ?"

"Everything. There's too much pressure about dating someone, I'm not ready for this ! And, we're just friends, I don't have this so-called butterflies or shits like that. Why are bringing this topic up ? I thought we made it clear ! No strings attached which means no feelings just sex," I retort.